#𝐁𝐁𝐘𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍☾𝐄𝐒𝐒

You and Sabrina dated for almost a year, in private it was incredible she treated you like a princess nonetheless she kept you all the relationship in private mostly because of her reputation her media managers didn't wanted her to came out as fruity, they said that would kept her away from de sex icon she was right now. Sabrina didn't like that at all but she couldn't ruin her career now it was in like the best moment.

You were the first woman Sabrina ever liked, the one she started exploring her sexual interest and probably the only one she would ever take seriously if she got the chance.

At first you were okey with her decision of keeping the relationship on private because you were an anonymous person, you worked in a normal schedule and then went home, not such an special life but it was calm and it was the thing you most liked it about it. But them the problems arrived when Sabrina's life had to mix with yours.

Her media manager didn't wanted her to came out, and even they made her flirt publicly with another mens just for keeping the gaze on her. You didn't like it, you felt it was almost cheating even thought it was all fake.

At the end you actually couldn't deal with this anymore, it was breaking your heart completely. You constantly felt like shit at the feeling of the woman you loved to be hiding you all of the time. You both broke up.

Both of you keep moving, she was touring, living her popstar life like she always dreamed but at the end of the day she always felt like something missed on her life, and it was you. She meet other mans but she knew after you nothing would top it.

After literally almost 7 months Sabrina was partying and drunk with some friends, just broken up from her last relationship which she actually made public this time.

That lowkey hurt you even though time passed and you acted like nothing happened, like you never were in love with her, like she didn't healed you from past loves, like she didn't make you believe in love again.

Sabrina ran away from her friends just playing but suddenly the alcohol in her blood made effect she bumped into a person.

"Sorry, I wasn't looking where I was going" She looked up to find out with a person that looked exactly like you, she gulped nervously. "y/n…?"

"excuse me?" The woman said before leaving Sabrina in the floor again to keep up with her way.

Suddenly Sabrina's friends arrived to help out the blondie. "Girl what the fuck you doing" they said all laughing but stopped after finding Sabrina's drained face.

"nothing" The blonde said standing up "I need another shot like right now"

The night keep going out but Sabrina couldn't forget about you, she took her phone searching for someone fun for tonight but searching in her dm's found your account and all the messages she sent you after the break up which you ignored completely.

She saw you posted something, and she noticed she wasn't blocked anymore which made her have more hope. She didn't even think about twice she opened your story and she lowkey was mesmerised.

Maybe it was the alcohol in her veins that made her be more confident, she replied your story "so beautiful, as always"

She waited for your answer: 1 minute, 5, 10, then 15 minutes she was starting to doubt and start losing hope but after a few minutes you answered.

"a little too late, huh? deal with it blondie" She got impressed at your answer, didn't knew what to say so she just left the message at seen. But butterflies popped up in her stomach at the nickname "blondie…" she repeated to herself, smiled and then turned off the phone

Now it was about 6th of June so all the lgtb stuff started to be all over the place, her social manager told her to go to an interview to talk and spread consciousness, mostly because all of her fandom were girls and gays.

In the interview it was all going good: talking about the newest album, the relationship with her fans and how it evolved in her career, till one of the interviewees started talking about one sapphic love she had which made Sabrina think about you, she nodded and laughed listening ti the history, her look went to her team doubting if she should talk. But she finally didn't care, it was her opportunity to get you back or at least she thought that.

"You know I dated a girl once too?" Sabrina said gaining everyone attention, almost everyone in the room gasped and she could even feel all her team to curse at her under their breath.

"is this a scoop?!" One of the interviewees said reacting for almost everyone which made Sabrina laugh and nod.

Well yes, the had me forbidden do this. She thought to herself, now she was starting to get mad because her relationship broke not for her fault.

"Yeah gosh, and i love her so much" She said searching for the camera that was filming, she thought it could be like talking to you or send you a little message. "And she doesn't even answer my calls and messages" The blonde ended a bit frustrated and faking panicked the make it a bit joke and a little funny situation.

Everyone listened Sabrina's words almost not believing what they were hearing through their ears.

"But explain more !! tell the storytime" The other intervieew said excited.

"I mean i was dating her and the we broke up, then i started another relationship and after i broke up with that person one day partying i saw one of her instagram stories and i said: damn she's so beautiful" The blonde said and laughed after the last declaration a little shy after what she said publicly. "Obviously I liked- loved her" she corrected to herself.

"I messaged her but she answered like not wanting to know nothing from me anymore"

"If the Sabrina Carpenter got ghosted i don't wanna imagine what is going to happen to me" One of the interviewees commented clearly shocked and disappointed. Which made Sabrina grimace sadly.

"I was so drunk when i texted her so then the next morning i was so goddamn embarrassed" Sabrina said trying to make the situation less serious than it actually was for her.

Everyone in the room laughed because of the words of the singer, she had a really naturally funny personality no one could decline.

For the following days social media was crazy about Sabrina's declaration even though there wasn't any message from you in her phone which started to made her a little embarrassed of all she said just for nothing: she had a bunch of songs for you, love letters in the vault but it seems like nothing will see the daylight.

"you are such a liar you know true?" Your message brighten up the blonde's phone.

Sabrina was going to the grammys tonight and you couldn't be with her because o your job but nonetheless you would support her through the TV at least.

You made some popcorns and cuddled with y'all kittens under the fluffy blankets. A lot of artists you actually couldn't tell who they were kept wining for each categories, suddenly a notification brightens your iphone.

my love: this is boring, i wish you were here.

-you sent a photo

my love: 😍😍

my love: my babieees i miss you so muuch

you: me and the babies are waiting for your performance

you: and bring all the awards home too

my love: don't talk too fast babe hahahha its not sure

you: i trust you will win my love.

seen at 11:47

You keep your sight at the screen, at the text, then sighed. You knew she was nervous even though she acted like not, you knew her so bad. You felt bad because you should've been next to her comforting and calming her.

you: my winner and it don't depends on what happens tonight, ily.

sent at 11:51

Sabrina didn't answer so you supposed she was already gonna appear on the TV. In a millions people TV: you were in fact so proud to what she has became even tho you couldn't be with her most of the time because of her career, but it was her dreams and your dream every night was her being happy.

Her performance started, the best one by far. While you watched it a smile of a teenager in love popped in your face, that type of smile that only the love of your life could help you make it.

midnight approaches and Sabrina category popped in the scream, there was silence and the other three nominees on the screen but you eyes were only for the blonde with blue eyes, you heartbeat even stopped for a milisecond during the silence

-SHORT N SWEET by Sabrina Carpenter!-

Pure joy and proud filled your heart and body. "i knew it, you deserved it baby" You said to yourself.

She popped up in the big screen with the award in her hands and thanking to all the team, the fans… and her muse.

You kissed the TV.

You kissed her right on her face.

And as Sabrina waved to the crowd and then stepped away from the podium, you realized a tear ran through your checks your eyes were even getting wet and your sight blurry.

But you didn’t care. You were too happy. Too excited to congratulate her and tell her how proud you were right now.

you: no one deserves it like you

sent at 00:36

Tonight it was a special night, one of your friends birthday so you were doing your make up and dressing up while your girlfriend Sabrina was looking at you at the back.

She was not going with you, not because she or you didn't wanted to, but because your relationship wasn't official yet, just a few people knew. And most of the people on the party list didn't so the best was going just by yourself.

Sabrina knew that you only had eyes for her but, she couldn't avoid feeling jealous for the feeling of you being with someone else, it wasn't an insecurity it was pure hate.

The idea of someone realising the beautiful little dimps that popped up on your face every time you smile. How your perfect waves moved with you every time you do something, even though its the smallest thing. The perfect and expensive jelwery you wore, and she gave you.

you came late from a hang out with your friends, sabrina wasn't okey with you coming late at night drunk. She woke up in the middle of the night when she heard the noise of the key opening the door, then she hearded your steps, it was creepy but she could recognise your steps so easily.

-you had a good night, huh?- was the first thing you hearded when you stepped into the room. she sounded mad, and some bit of a jelous tone came from her beautiful lips you didn't said nothing. you take off your clothes to change into your pijamas.

-you heard me?- her voice was sounding some angry -you had a good night- she was saying that shit like if she actually knows if you had a good night or not.

-yeah- u just said.

she was obviously pissed off, you could feel how tense the room was, you felt two hand grabbing your naked waist and pulling you into the bed, you were so drunk your head wasn't even sure what was going on, she suddenly was on top of you. you were just wearing a small thonge n a big t-shirt.

-yeah?- she was teasing you. -you had a good night?- age asked that shit so many times, it was clearly she was mad as fuck, she couldn't believe that.

you just nodded with your head, you were tired, you wanted to sleep.

-you could have had a better night, staying here with me…- she said leaving a lot of wet kisses on your neck.

you swallowed, your body was starting to be full in heat some weirds feeling were going all along your body.

-baby stop- you whispered.

"u up baby?" You looked at your iphone and that was an Ariana's dm, it was like 3:00am so it was normal of her asking.

"yuppp"

"https://location" An almost instantly reply popped up in your iphone.

"miss u, come pls"

A giggle came straight from your mouth, the way she couldn't keep her neediness away when it comes to you was so cute.

"im omw mama"

It only took you like 10 minutes to arrive the studio, it was late so nobody was at the street at all.

You knocked the door to caught her attention all to yourself, before, you were able to realise she was touching some bottoms while looking at a big ass screen, she was like really pro at producing, that was what she was doing, you didn't know shit about music at all so she could just be lying and you wouldn't realise at all, but you know she would never lie to you.

-Baby- she looked back and stand up just to be near you.

-Im here my love- you bitted your under lip. She grabbed your face and leaned it closer to hers to stick her lips onto yours, it was a very passionate kiss, you could easily realise she was hungry of you, of your body.

While kissing she pulled you onto the chair she was previously sitting letting you sat there to then top you.

-Damn you hungry, huh?- You asked between kisses playing/teasing her.

-Shut up- Her voice sounded determined and clearly thing that made you weak, you could feel goosebumps over all your body.

Her kisses went straight to your neck, she bitted, sucked and licked every part of it making obvious you had someone, and it was her.

-You are mine, huh?- She said not questioning, she was being obvious.

-Yeah mama- You said almost in a moan.

She lowered her hand onto your thighs, her manicure playing with the end of your little shorts, teasing with slipping inside. She took off your shorts leaving you only with your panties and the cropped top you were wearing before. She stopped focusing in your neck to change her kisses marks onto your discorvererd part of your chest.

tanned skin, doe dark green eyes, long jet black hair and she had a piercing in her nose, that girl bio was; men pls don't dm. ariana giggled when she readed that, she didn't even thought it twice, ariana texted that girl, which was called vivienne.

@//viviennenotversace

-hi 3:21 am

-helloo 3:30 am

-wow, i thought you weren't gonna answer 3:31

-yup it's pretty late tbh 3:31

-are you free rn? 3:32

-wanna come at mine's ??? 3:32 seen.

-yk what why not 3:37

-https://location 3:39

Ariana was pretty nervous, it was the first time she did this, she could found whatever at her door in a few moments, but she decided to trust, she didn't gave any info that it was her, the Ariana Grande.

Quickly she changed onto some lingerie and she cleaned a bit her house and prepared it for her guest.

She checked her phone and it was already 4:07 am, she was about to text the girl but her frontdoor ringed.

When she opened there was the girl she talked to a few minutes ago, she looked even more beautiful that in the photos, even tho right now she was with no make up and a messy bun, her face card is insane, that was the first ariana thought about her, a thighs dress made her body even more flawless than it was.

-hi- Vivienne said with a nice smile.

Vivienne was hugging herself, ariana could felt the cold breeze outside.

-Come in- Ariana smiled and invited her to enter.

they entered into the living room and both sat in Ariana's comfortable sofa, she turned on the tv to choose something to watch while the girl looking at her normally … thing she wasn't so used to lately.

-feel free to do whatever, my home is yours- Ariana said while she was looking some movie to sound in the background, because she knew they weren't gonna be really interested at it. Vivienne picked the blanket that was in the sofa to cover herself from the cold, even tho the pop star house was really warm.

-So… what's your name?- The girl with green eyes asked, she obviously knew it but she wanted to hear it from her lips… from Ariana's pov she was surprised she didn't recognise her, she looked back and keeped their visual contact.

-I'm Ariana, Ariana Grande, nice to meet you…- Ariana smiled -You really don't know me ?- She asked not being able to hide her curiosity.

-I know you are Ariana Grande- She smiled but with a really egocentric smile. -But i wanted to hear it from your pretty mouth- Vivienne said smiling teasing the girl in front of of her.