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Every small thing you do for yourself health adds up. The grief is heavy and it comes from a place of love. The grief knows the pain is wronging you.

I’m proud of you. I hope on the good days you can be proud of yourself.

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Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Disclaimer: This is an astrological interpretation based of charts I have observed and research I have done. This is for informational purposes and should not be used as medical advice. Please consult a healthcare professional for any physical concerns. Death and Physical pain indicators

- Mercury in the 6th: nervous system tension or over-thinking can lead to physical fatigue

- Uranus in the 6th: sudden changes in health or pains that come and go quickly that is often triggered by stress or sudden disruptions to your routine or plans.

- 8th lord in Aquarius: issues or pain in the calves, ankles, and blood circulation.

- 8th lord in 6h: chronic issues in your daily physical life, try to avoid constant strains.

- Chiron in Gemini : can indicate psychological vulnerability that is hard to diagnose, often related to communication or respiratory health.

- Mars in 9h: prone to inflammation or issues with fluid retention in the lower extremities (hands and feet)

- Scorpio Stellium: focuses on the reproductive system and excretory organs, your physical health is deeply tied to your emotional state so holding on to emotional trauma can cause physical pressure in these areas

- Sagittarius in 6h: pain in hips, thighs, liver, and lower back

- Aquarius in 8h: issues with blood circulation and ankles

- Saturn conj Mercury: prone to stress, burnout or nerve tension

- Strong Scorpio or Pisces influence: reproductive or lymphatic sensitivity.

7th house: Your mother might see you as a replacement for a partner, not in a sexual sense but in the sense of confiding. Even if your father is present, she might not be able to discuss personal issues with him, especially in rather traditional and conservative relationships which is why she might prefer to talk about her own issues with you. With an absent father and related trauma, a messy divorce, she sees you as a therapist, as you know the situation even if you were a baby or a child when the relationship broke down. Also something that can be associated with this particular placement: being a so called bandaid baby. A baby that was planned (not always!) in a struggling marriage or relationship to save it.

8th house: Your mother might see someone in you or associate someone with you through physical features or behavior, her own mother or father, grandparents, a lost sister or brother. You resemble someone she lost and she tries to compensate for that loss through her relationship with you. That can mean that she has a very particular idea of how you are supposed to turn out, which creates a point of contention.

9th house: Your mother might be very particular about her political and religious beliefs. She envisions a child who carries on her beliefs, traditions and everything she believes in. Now, that doesn’t necessarily mean that she is a strongly conservative or religious woman. It can also be the other way around, where she struggles to accept that you might not be as liberal and open minded as her and, if she is agnostic or atheist, struggles to accept you being interested in becoming religious.

10th house: Your mother might be very strict about her expectations. Although she doesn’t necessarily project her own dreams onto you, she wants you to be more on the strict side, purse a career that definitely pays, preferably getting a degree and prioritizing your education. Even if she supports your artistic or alternative career ambitions, she’s prone to struggling & accepting changes in your path. It can be very difficult for her to understand why you give up what you’re doing, especially if you already have a degree or you spent some years working on it.

11th house: Your mother wants to have some sort of influence on you and your decisions, even as an adult. She might be overly critical of your friends or other people you associate with and firmly believes she is the only one who truly wants the best for you. She simply strongly clings onto that mother role dynamic you need for babies, toddlers, children and teenagers. A role that requires guidance, assistance and help. She struggles to let go of that role she played for many years which is why you might feel a major disconnect from her in your adulthood, only further emphasizing the struggle she feels.

You wanna be an Aries Jupiter if you never got to experience an environment that encouraged you to be authentic and honest.

You wanna be a Taurus Jupiter if everything you try to do and achieve is through theory and thinking rather than action.

You wanna be a Gemini Jupiter if you grew up in an environment that restricted your access to information and education.

You wanna be a Cancer Jupiter if a lot of your personal experiences are centered around loss and loneliness.

You wanna be a Leo Jupiter if you grew up without a lot of resources of encouragement and external validation for your talents and interests.

You wanna be a Virgo Jupiter if you’re prone to being very emotional and taking everything to heart very deeply.

You wanna be a Libra Jupiter if you always felt like your development was delayed, such as getting your drivers license way after your friends.

You wanna be a Scorpio Jupiter if you grew up in an oppressive environment that didn’t allow you to ask uncomfortable questions.

You wanna be a Sagittarius Jupiter if you had other people had a major impact on your education rather than allowing yourself to make decisions.

You wanna be a Capricorn Jupiter if you experienced a lack of guidance and care for you and others in your life.

You wanna be an Aquarius Jupiter if you were influenced by people with mental health issues that tried to manipulate you.