Moved to mccafferty-teen

i’m trying so hard to have the “it’s not my job to heal people” mindset but it just. really gets me down that even just being there doesn’t seem to make any differenc. if I try to help, it does nothing. if I try to be there, it does nothing

Fuck now I gotta think up a whole new name

it’s New Vent Blog time, I think this has been my favourite one so far but again there’s just. Too Much on this blog now. And I want to start fresh

Bro I’m gonna hurt so much by the time that my shift is over. My feet hurt so bad & I still have 2 whole fucking hallways of rooms to clean and then vaccum

Another patient straight up passed away this morning. In the suite I’m abt to clean

having adult internet friends be like. having to go through them being suicidal and trying to be mature even though I don’t know how.

I love that w this job a lot of mccaff’s music has suddenly become about being old and dying :^)

Also this sounds bad but I kind of. Dislike one of the other residents. She’s a nice lady but she purposefully tries to say shit that’ll make me concerned or worried. I was warned about it but it still fucking sucks going into her room and listening to her talk like she’s about to kill herself or something.

One of the residents at work is dying and that’s Big Sucky