whatever our souls are made of

“I ain’t reading all that” your brain is rotting and shrinking

What they don't tell you about writing is that as you write, you discover scenes and entire plots that you hadn't accounted for that need to be written. So you can spend two hours writing and editing only to realise you're further away from the finish line than you thought you were when you started

no one even gets it because the clear undercurrent of ilyas thing with calling shane pretty/beautiful especially in the beginning was about getting under his skin/ pressing on the bruise that is shanes desire for the things he Cant and Shouldnt want . THE FORCEFEM IS CANONNN

im so obsessed with the way ilyas taunting of shane is all based around him rubbing in shanes face how immediately he understands him. How immediately he sees through shanes bullshit. That shane cant lie to him . That shane cant pretend he doesnt like the shame . Oh my ilya . Ohhhh my ilya .

its so wonderful that ilya is always keeping himself invulnerable to emotional intimacy and his biggest hobby is showing shane he knowsevery corner of hisbrain There is nothing shane can keep from him . like whattt . Thats so intimate . What are u doing dude

"Write character relationships that are normal" WRONG ☝ CODEPENDENCY BEAM 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

I WAS BORN YESTERDAY. I JUST BLEW IN FROM STUPID TOWN. THIS IS MY FIRST RODEO. PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME.

i really genuinely wish I could hit chatgpt with my bare fists and hear its pityful electronic voice fade into glitched robotic gibberish and choking beeps as I hit it before I smash it for good and it shuts the fuck up forever

why are so many people wondering if I'm horny for chatgpt. it's like the most unfuckable robot ever created heeell NO

I am the first person in my bloodline to have a blog.