i have never felt like my future is so nonexistent there is just nothing there for me i think its time

why cant i fuckdiyn do anything bbb!!bBsjj

if i am lonely forever isnt that like being dead anyway

i want to die

it was too good to be true

i am so scared

all my relationships are superficial and they are all falling apart

i am scared

this hurts so badly i cant breathe i wont be able to go to college i guess i knew that all along i was just naive and foolishly looking for a glimmer of hope i thought if i worked hard it would be enough. i am so so sad

i am just one dumb fuck

i forgot men are all pigs like every single one even the nice ones i forgot and now my feelings are hurt ouch just ouch

this is really really tough

the reasons i have for being sad just grow more and more pathetic

today my doctor told me i am a precious friend. no one has ever told me that

i just got slapped in the face with the sads so hard

do i quit what ive been doing the entire time ive been in college is that unwise