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she continued to kiss him, her moans muffled by his lips when he slid another finger into her. her body arched just slightly — hips adjusting for a moment to get used to how his fingers were filling her up. while she kissed him, cosette couldn’t help but grin faintly to herself at what they were doing. she never would’ve thought it would happen like this, but she was so much more comfortable with him than anyone else.

him rubbing her clit felt perfect, but it was when he slid his finger inside her that she blinked her eyes back open in surprise. her hips pressed down towards his hand a bit so she could feel his finger in her a bit further as she adjusted to it. it didn’t take her long at all to get used to the new sensation, and she was getting more and more excited to completely have him with every new thing he introduced. the girl bit down on her lip as she glanced down to watch his hand, but she was soon laying her head back once again and pulling him down to kiss her lips.

she tried to keep a steady pace while stroking his cock, but alex’s actions were far too distracting. she moaned quietly, her head leaning back on the pillow as her motions slowly came to a stop. it was too difficult to keep that up when she was experiencing this entirely new sense of immense pleasure. sex couldn’t possibly be so bad if it felt this wonderful. “that’s good-” she managed to moan, eyes shutting as she savored his touch.

she nodded at his request, her breath hitching when he got to her clit. god, that felt unlike anything she’s experienced before. her mouth fell slightly agape and her legs moved apart for him just a bit more as to encourage those motions of his. and once she caught her breath again, cosette reached down to gently take a hold of his length. eyes flashed up to his to make sure it was alright so far just before beginning to slowly stroke him.

so he did see... “sorry-” she bit down on her lip in a nervous little grin, pretty embarrassed that he caught her. alex was far more understanding than anything though. his kindness wasn’t surprising, but she thought he’d want to move quicker with her. her immediate reaction to him touching her core was to tense up a bit, but she soon relaxed again and continued to kiss his lips in order to do so. her knees were still apart for him so he had access, and she was now letting her hands move further down his chest. “could i touch you too?” she asked, voice soft though still above a whisper.

the room wasn’t even cold anymore, but maybe her sense of warmth was coming from how fast her heart was beating. cosette nodded and laid back down, trying to be proper and respectful and everything, but her eyes glanced down at alex’s length for just a moment out of curiosity. she wasn’t really sure what the baseline was but he seemed... big. she looked back up in his eyes with a light smile, hoping he didn’t just catch her wandering gaze as she began kissing his lips again.

his use of profanities alarmed her when they first met, but now she found them... seductive? only when he used them in the right settings like right now of course, but cosette didn’t mind those words anymore. she thought she would have been more nervous about being completely bare before him, but he didn’t have an ounce of judgment in his eyes. she noticed him staring, and she was more flattered than anything about it. her body pressed close to his, she leaned up to give him one more kiss just before pulling away from him to sit back down on his bed. she looked up at his as if waiting for him to give her instructions, but she really just wanted him back with her.

cosette watched as he got his clothes off, her eyes widening just slightly though it was more in admiration than nervousness. “you’re so handsome...” the girl almost sighed, a small smile tugging at the corner of her lips before she finally got her dress off as well. she soon went back to kissing his lips, her arms going back around his neck as she did.

“i’m expecting another bruise on the shoulder after this,” she teased, taking his hand and standing up with him just before he began to unlace her dress. cosette stayed pressed close to his chest, continuing to kiss up his neck to his jaw while he worked on that. her hands were lithely moving down his chest and starting to work on the buttons of his waistcoat.

she smiled back up at him, nearly chuckling again before giving him a nod. “please-” those dresses were quite bothersome to get out of. and besides, he’s always been sliding her sleeve down to kiss her shoulder. cosette sat up a bit so he could reach behind her as she leaned forward to kiss his jaw.

she nodded again, her arms wrapped loosely around his neck as she waited for him to initiate this whole thing. after all, she assumed he was far more knowledgable with this. “alright...” cosette replied, taking a small breath. the room was suddenly far warmer than before.

“i’d never regret doing this with you.” she leaned up to kiss him once more before pulling back to look up at him with a small smile. “truly... after all, i do remember that you were the one who was quite the advocate for this in the first place,” she chuckled. 

she reached up to stroke his hair, her eyes glancing away from him for a moment before meeting his eyes again. “i know, but-... i think you’ve had quite an influence on my ways of thinking. i care for you, alex... a lot. i’m ready,” she reassured him with a small nod. “if you are too, i mean...”

she blinked her eyes open to look up at him once he pulled away, a little confused as to why he did, but soon remembering the previous thoughts she’s had. this little pause he’s initiated to make sure she was okay was kid though... alex was always so considerate. cosette bit on her bottom lip, hesitating a moment before shrugging a shoulder. “well... i’ve been thinking. and i think i’d like to take this further.” hopefully he understood. she didn’t really want to fully explain what she meant by that.

her laugh was soon cut off by his kiss -- a very welcome interruption of course. her hand moved from his cheek to his shoulder and soon enough, she started to lay down on his cot while gently tugging him on top of herself. cosette wasn’t fully educated on making love. she knew quite a bit, but the girl was pretty clueless about how she’s been leaving alex hanging the last few times things got a bit heated in bed. recently, she found herself ready though. her main concern was being in her father’s house. alex’s flat wasn’t that cold any longer, but she made sure to pull that quilt over the both of them.

she grinned, giving him a small nudge at his tease. “it’s true! you make me feel good...” while being at her place was a bit more comfortable, this newfound freedom was nice. cosette finally pulled away only slightly to look at his face, her hand moving up to his cheek. “... we are terribly romantic, aren’t we.”

she sighed, more content than anything at their new bit of freedom they had under his roof. it wasn’t ideal, but they didn’t have to worry about her father making a surprise appearance. “i do want you to meet him, do not think i haven’t thought about it. i just want to make sure you want to as well... and i’d rather him meet you in better circumstances rather than having him catch you kissing me in bed,” she teased, kissing his cheek. “although i do love it when you kiss me in bed... it is still a thing i’d like to keep between you and i.”