My War
There’s a war I fight alone. Each day I battle with my demons. I sometimes go too far with my thoughts. I sometimes go numb to feelings. I sometimes get extremely angry. And sometimes all I want to do is cry. Every day, I deal with parental abandonment, childhood sexual abuse, a verbally and emotionally abusive marriage that has since past, sexual assault from a teacher, sexual assault from my current boyfriend’s now ex-best friend, an abortion, and physical abuse from a former boyfriend. So when I am freaking out, and going over the deep end, don’t you ever tell me to calm down, relax, and just get over it! You have no idea the battles I fight every single day with myself.










