sometimes i think

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modern au tarrieux where Rieux is a struggling med student and Tarrou (who is in college just for the vibes or because his parents told him to or something) takes one look at him and goes this man is so pathetic i Need to get to know him i Need to Learn Everything about the way his sad mind works

Rieux with white streaks in his hair do you see the vision

NEPO BABY TARROU WHO SPOILS RIEUX ENDLESSLY AND RIEUX WHO DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT BECAUSE HE'S NEVER BEEN TREATED LIKE THAT BEFORE. CAN YOU HEAR ME

i feel like putting Bernard "bisexual disaster" Rieux in a college au would be great to explore the disaster part because in canon he's usually so collected and focused on doing the right thing and all. in college he'd be doing SO bad. he barely eats and doesn't sleep and cries roughly thrice a day because he can't emotionally regulate. he wouldn't know flirting if it punched him in the face. he's the most introverted man alive and he keeps getting stuck in conversations because he doesn't know how to tell someone that he can't talk right now without sounding mean and he doesn't wanna be mean. he has nightmares about exams. he treats having a crush like having a terminal illness. he's the saddest most tired man alive and i love him dearly

up at 3 am because of a volleyball match (kibicem się jest a nie bywa) and thinking about an au where Rieux and Rambert are roommates in college dorms and Rambert watches matches at ungodly hours and it annoys Rieux so Tarrou is like you can sleep at my place you know..... #yeshomo

Tarrou really gives me some gay vibes but he once mentions that he was good with women or something like that XD so tarrieux are bi4bi to me

writing a fic that has a placeholder title "PTSD brothers" does anyone wanna guess what it could possibly be about