mona

ok sick uhh this is my alt blog where i tell yall about all my dumb shit and if you wanna listen you can and if you dont you dont have to idk

maybe yaoi will cure the fact that i've apparently begun pulling my own hair out???

cant cut myself AND wear my juicy couture bikini this summer

ok god strike me down if im a mentally stable-

me when the big M O M goes off at me about how she expected better from me, amd how she thought i could handle myself better over an email from the company im VOLUNTEERING AT that says i was on my phone

me when things that usually get me excited just seem overwhelming and 'too much work' i just wanna fucking sleep and i cant do this i cant i cant i cant i cant idc who 'misses me' if ill be dead before they can like why tf should i care ab who misses me if i wont be there to feel guilty about it i want to care but i just dont i dont and i cant and i feel like i should feel bad for not caring but i dont and idc ab much of anything anymore and it would suck if i cared enough for it to

genuinely debating it and its freaking me out a little bit bc i have the resources and its late at night so i could do it rn

"are you man enough" absolutely not