& It's all that I've got

2018-2019 are going to bring us so much growth in probably every aspect of life.

We’re welcoming our third, and last, baby to our family and I can actually be excited about it now that the anxiety is (mostly) at bay. We had our anatomy scan this past Monday, he’s looking amazing and healthy. We go back in four weeks to two hospitals for another anatomy scan and a fetal echocardiogram due to Hazel’s missed birth defect, though even if he IS another cleft palate baby we know we may not see it on an ultrasound but they want to double check his face to make sure if he’s a cleft lip baby we know ahead of time (not that it makes any difference to us at all) and her missed VSD. I’ve decided for a RCS, the thought of going into labor and trying to push him out for it to possibly end up in a cesarean just sounds miserable. My hospital only has a 12% VBAC rate so.. 🤷🏼‍♀️

We’re working on our credit to be able to sell our house and move to a more quiet location. We keep sending each other houses and it’s so exciting. He has also okay’d me to get the 2018 Volkswagen Atlas which I’m SUPER STOKED for.

Day 10 of migraine. Finally called the OB because it’s just that unbearable. Doctor put me on fioricet I can’t wait until the script is ready. I’m DYING with two crying and screaming kids at home.

But I got to see Ronin today 😍. She wanted to check and make sure everything is okay with baby and couldn’t get a good read on his heart rate (which put me into mini panic of course) but I guess it’s because my placenta is in the front. So she grabbed the mobile ultrasound instrument and he’s SO BIG in there!

He has my long fingers and had his arms crossed like “how dare you interrupt my nap.”