lonely universe

finding the balance of being there for someone and taking care of yourself is hard. I feel like i over-exert myself to be accommodating, understanding, and supportive, however, it’s just not reciprocated. I know it’s more complicated than that, but I feel like I’ve been in and out of this limbo for so long and I am an afterthought. Not a priority, not someone important, but just a chore. I just want to feel appreciated!!! I want to be acknowledged with my love language!!!!! And I don’t want to have to ask for it!!!!! Because all I do is ask for it!!!!!!!!!!!! Being the suffer in silence type is the biggest blow. I haaaattteee having to ask for u to care.. u should already care. i don’t know how much longer i can go on like this. I feel more alone with u than I think I would by myself sometimes.

all I want is to feel wanted .. can someone make me feel wanted