just a moment

i have seen thor fans upset about the fact that thor’s weight gain and every other symptom of his immense depression and grief was played for laughs for the entire 3 hour movie when every other character was allowed to grieve and process on their own terms and with respect

can y’all stop acting like you’re fucking woke for defending chubby thor 

chubby thor is not the problem

i’d suffer hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight

heat of her breath in my mouth; im alive

i’d be the choiceless hope in grief that drove him underground

idealism sits in prison, chivalry fell on his sword

and when the earth is trembling on some new beginning with the same sweet shock of when adam first came

every version of me dead and buried in the yard outside

the stench of the sea and the absence of green are the death of all things that are seen and unseen

if I was born as a blackthorn tree i’d wanna be felled by you, held by you, fuel the pyre of your enemies

some like to imagine the dark caress of someone else, I guess any thrill will do

before the wave hits, marveling at god; before he feels alone one final time and marries the sea

betray the moon as acolyte on first and fierce affirming sight

i have never known peace like the damp grass that yields to me, I have never known hunger like these insects that feast on me

screaming the name of a foreigner’s god; the purest expression of grief

sweet and right and merciful, i’m all but washed in the tide of her breathing

but you don’t know the hell you put me through; to have someone kiss the skin that crawls from you

so i try to talk refined for fear that you find out how i’m imagining you

my head was war, my skin was soaked, I called your name ‘til the fever broke

be still, my indelible friend, you are unbreaking

my peace has always been dependent, on all the ashes in my wake

I’m somewhere outside my life, babe, I keep scratching but somehow I can’t get in

Magnetic, Observant, Chaotic. 

“Captain Marvel should smile more” “she looks so serious all the time” “she should smile more” “she’ll look better with a smile”