Je ne devrais pas exister.

my existence... is a sin

◆ english indie roleplay blog of Hugo Vlad from Zenless Zone Zero

◇ penned by peanut ( of age / any pronouns )

◆ crossover + au + oc friendly

◇ posts may contain dark and mature topics ( can be tagged on request )

◆ dm + anon ask open

◇ drama + hate will be ignored

◆ activity focus mostly at weekends

RULES | TAGS | ABOUT HUGO | HEADCANONS | MUSING / OPEN STARTER

𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓸𝓻 @fuscescens

unfortunate - this was probably the lightest word one could describe the situation he was in.

sure, it wasn't the first unfortunate situation he found himself in. and certainly neither the first time he was unprepared. but despite his history of making it somehow still out of these the uneasiness that crept up to him made it more and more difficult to stay calm.

eventually a quiet curse slipped over Hugo's lips, for nobody to hear - hopefully, the only audience being with a high chance ethereals. the uneasiness started to slowly grow into a horrible realization.

he was trapped.

lost in a hollow. stuck with what was probably the most expensive yet most useless carrot he had ever gotten his hands on.

maybe the stories about people vanishing were not so much the fault of some urban-legend-alike as people claimed online but just people ending up with faulty carrots. like he did now. embarrassing if one considered his good connection with Phaeton.

Pheaton...

Hugo wasn't even certain if he hoped for Vivian to try find him or if he preferred her safe and far away from this maze. and who could even guarantee that the manager would be able to navigate her through here safely. something was off...

entries with * may differ for crossover and au

◆ Name - Hugo Vlad Ravenlock

◇ Gender - male

◆ Date of Birth - August 20

◇ Pronouns - he / him

◆ Height - 185 cm

◇ Destinctive features - heterochromatic eyes

◇ Affiliation * - Mockingbird ( leader )

◆ Occupation * - owner of a successful Gallery in New Eridu

◇ Race * - half vampire

◆ Hugo's relationships * - Vivian ( found sister, current partner of Mockingbird ) - Lycaon ( former partner of Mockingbird, romantic interest... it is complicated ) - Serena ( halfsister, deceased )

will be linked here once posts are made

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a compilation of any musing posts and / or open starter posts

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◆ childofhatred[hugo] | ic posts, Hugo speaking ( f.e. roleplays, ask replys )

"So, do not deny your own desires, do not resist your own ambition. This is the talent you were born with, the best gift fate has ever given you!" "Admit it, deep within your heart lies a spark, yearning to ignite a raging inferno that will burn everything down—" "And I, am that spark." "Yeah, I know. I've always known."

◇ thechildwithin[ooc] | ooc posts, mun speaking

"Family is an everlasting, unavoidable curse placed upon a person." "No matter how much you grow, no matter where you go, that curse will forever follow you like a shadow." "When you fall to rock bottom or climb to your peak, it will appear, turning you back into that helpless, powerless child who can do nothing but hide in the closet and weep." "Unless you truly see him, embrace him." Some pain can only be healed when it is seen and accepted.

◆ fruitofthepoisonoustree[hc] | headcanons

They say that the flowers that bloom in the abyss are always soaked in malice, just like how a poisonous tree can't bear safe fruit. But all fruit falls. So, he broke himself into a rain of shattered pieces. The rain covered the earth, and each dewdrop reflected a fresh new dawn.

◇ dramatictheory[mydearestpartner] | any posts with Lycaon ( art, mentioning )

Justice, evil, madness, reason, charm, stubbornness. He's composed of countless faces. "So, which is the real you?" "That's not important. How about, instead, you tell me, Lycaon—" "What kind of person do you see in me?"

◆ nirvana[musing] | musing, open roleplay starter

The world doesn't need to be destroyed and rebuilt, and no one has the right to do such. But a person can. So, he shattered himself and was reborn. "If I must fall, let me fall. The person I am meant to become will surely catch me."

◇ crownofthorns[gallery] | art reblogs, poetry

He walked willingly toward the endless abyss, letting the thorns on the ground tear at his wounds. Where the blood spread, broken dignity and stubbornness began to sprout from the wounds. He picked up the blood-soaked thorns to crown himself. "There's only ever been one person who can kill me or save me... And that is me."

◆ elegy[serena] | anything with Serena ( art, mentioning )

I don't want to set up a ridiculous long list and all of the following 'rules' should be just common sense, however for clarification some little headups in advance:

content of roleplays

◆ flirting + shipping friendly

◇ nsfw friendly (I am of age, this is not available for minors)

◆ oc friendly (I am excited to learn more about your oc or what relationship your oc would have with Hugo, f.e. are they a proxy?, are they a fan of Mockingbird and seek to join?, do they work for Victoria Housekeeping? etc.)

◇ crossover friendly

◆ au friendly (as long as it is possible to weave in Hugo's main background)

◇ not mutual exclusive

general

◆ I will ignore any rude behavior, including but not limited to homophobia, transphobia, hatespeech, drama, harassments