she don't wanna be saved

i'm so devastated right now. this band, this fandom, were my whole life growing up. they played such an influential role on me. the friends i made, the concerts, feeling apart of something.

i cant imagine how everyone else is feeling. how the boys are feeling. how his family and friends are.

17 years old

Have you ever: 1. Skipped class? ehhhh kinda it was a studyhall 2. Done drugs? define drugs lol 3. Self harmed? no 4. Drank? ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhyeah not much tho 5. Shoplifted? no 6. Gotten a tattoo? no 7. Broken up with someone? no What’s your favorite: 8. Show? ohouse hunters or catfish or OITNB 9. Movie? the titanic probss10. Song? fake you out by twenty one pilots 11. Tumblr? tbh probably dennys 12. Singer/Band? arctic monkeys 13. Memory? watching sunsets 14. Book? WOW probs inbetween

This or that: 15. Invisibility or Ability to fly? ability to fly 16. Cookies or Cake? cake 17. Twitter or Facebook? twitter 18. Movies or Books? movies 19. Coke or Sprite? sprite bc it is so good w/ juices 20. Blind or Deaf? deaf.. i love seeing the world’s beauty 21. Tea or Coffee? tea

What’s your: 22. Age? 17 23. Sign? gemini 24. Height? 5’1’ 25. Sexual orientation? straight 26. Shoe size? 7 27. Religion? “ucc” i dont really go to church 28. Longest relationship? the one im in now, were almost at 2 months

Opinion on: 29. Gay rights? im all for gay rights, people shouldn’t be treated differently because of their sexual orientation (or race or gender for that matter) 30. Second chances? eehhhh yeah 31. Long distance relationships? hard 32. Abortion? pro choice its their body let them do what they wish 33. The death penalty? nah they need to thin k about what theyve done for the rest of their lives 34. Marijuana? legalize it 35. Love? idk i feel like everyone takes love in different levels of seriousness. i tell all my friends i love them and i mean it. everyone has a different definition of love

Do you: 36. Believe in ghosts? yeah kinda 37. Shower facing the shower head or turned away from it? i rotate 38. Sleep with the door opened or closed? a lil crack 39. Love someone? my friends and my family 40. Still watch cartoons? nah 41. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yeah :) 42. Like yourself? shrek yeah i do

25 years old:

Have you ever: 1. Skipped class? yeah 2. Done drugs? not incriminating myself 3. Self harmed? yes 4. Drank? yes 5. Shoplifted? no 6. Gotten a tattoo? yes 7. Broken up with someone? yes What’s your favorite: 8. Show? stranger things or euphoria. if im having a panic attack, iCarly lol 9. Movie? the conjuring

10. Song? this is an impossible question however i would say late night talking by harry styles  11. Tumblr? myself 12. Singer/Band? harry styles (some things never change), the strokes, saint motel, glass animals 13. Memory? uh tbh i dont have a fav memory but i guess like being at the beach is fun 14. Book? bro who tf reads books? i read where the crawdads sing like 3 or 4 years ago and that was good but now i have grad school textbooks so

This or that: 15. Invisibility or Ability to fly? ability to fly 16. Cookies or Cake? cake 17. Twitter or Facebook? twitter 18. Movies or Books? movies 19. Coke or Sprite? sprite 20. Blind or Deaf? deaf.. i love seeing the world’s beauty 21. Tea or Coffee? tea

What’s your: 22. Age? 25 23. Sign? gemini 24. Height? 5’1’ 25. Sexual orientation? bi curious  26. Shoe size? 7 27. Religion? none 28. Longest relationship? my current one, 1 year 9 months so far

Opinion on: 29. Gay rights? yeah duh 30. Second chances? yeah im a sucker 31. Long distance relationships? hard, its a no from me 32. Abortion? pro choice 33. The death penalty? yea and no. depends on the severity and evidence 34. Marijuana? legalize it 35. Love? yeah. but i believe you can love more than one person (romantically) in your life