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Bday post with my babies! 🪽

When I'm competing to see who loves Khabib more, but my opponent is Islam 😭

I don't know why, but this song keeps bringing Nurmachev angst to mind.

It's like a "love" full of guilty, toxic, and aggressive; Islam is probably the most affected by all of this, constantly being blamed for the situation, primarily because Khabib feels unclean, since he is very devoted to his religion.

And they feel so good when they're together that they end up repeating the cycle over and over,

(Sometimes they even have a small hope that they could live a full and happy life together, but guilt always ends up crushing those expectations. A genuine anguish stems from feeling they will never be able to live out their love, as they were "condemned" to this from birth due to where they were born and the religion they grew up being taught to follow. )

they come out more hurt each time, psychologically and even physically.

Something full of punches followed by kisses, aggressive kisses against the wall, biting lips until they hurt, even to the point of crying (depending on the situation), choking, and things like that.

(My head has come up with much more information on this, but I don't want to make a giant post)

(Maybe I'm crazy, since it's dawn and I still haven't slept, but I don't know, it made a lot of sense to me)

Thousands of years from now, when everyone’s gone and only this photo remains, it’ll be the only evidence our civilization ever existed… and the gayest pic in history 🥰