We never are what we intend or invent.

If you love her, seeing her hurting would hurt you. Knowing she’s crying because of you, knowing emotions so intense could be a result of your actions, would kill you. If you love her, you would want to spend time with her, and nobody else in a romantic way. You wouldn’t even give anyone else a second thought. She would run through your mind throughout the day before anyone else. Before thoughts that could turn into actions which would damage her. Love does not warrant insecurity, pain, sleepless nights, nonexistent appetites, and constant and genuine beliefs that you are not enough. If you love her, you would protect her from these things. If you love her, you wouldn’t have to keep saying sorry.