in bloom.
yixingxmiâ:
Oh no. Yixing knew that look and tone a mile away. He immediately brushed off the concern and played it cool with his signature sense of humor. âSleep? Me? Nah. Sleep is for the weak. Food though, now that sounds like a great idea. What do you feel like Jaesungie? Letâs go! Itâll be my treat.â He started putting things away as quickly as possible. Mostly so Jaesung didnât have to be down there longer than necessary but also to distract from the fact that Yixing wasnât resting like he should be. That was his concern to worry about, not Jaesungâs. The last thing he wanted was for Jaesung to start worrying about him when they both had more pressing things to deal with.
Once everything was safely put into itâs proper place he turned back around to face Jaesung, smile firmly in place and dimple on display. âPersonally I could go for some bulgogi, oh or maybe some Italian. Honestly Iâm not picky. We can get whatever you want.â
jaesung knows that ideally he shouldnât be worried about yixing at all. heâs in the mcu for a reason, and that reason isnât to make friends or to take care of people heâs supposed to be using. but thereâs something about yixing that draws on the softer parts of jae that he likes to pretend doesnât exist. itâs the same feeling that wants to argue back with yixing, insist that he go home, and ensure that he tucks himself in to sleep for as long as he needs. but the other part of him, the one who volunteered to live this double life, whispers that heâs weak for caring, tells jaesung that if he really cared about yixing he would distanced himself a long time ago.
but jaesung is stubborn, and heâs gotten used to ignoring that voice a long time ago. and he barely hesitates before stamping it down. he watches yixing put his things away while chewing on his bottom lip not sure where to go from here. if he goes out with yixing, he knows he can at least make sure the other has something to eat. and hopefully from there, yixing will head home and if not then jaesung can try to guilt him into it. so in an effort to win the war, he lets go of this battle. so he waits until the older man is finished putting everything away before flashing him a warm smile, âiâm okay with italian. itâs been a really long time since iâve had it.â













