⋆₊ ♱kyrin♠︎

the best fanfiction you've ever read was written by a woman in her 40s before she made dinner for her kids. it was written by a teenager after school when they should've been studying for a history test. and a barista came up with the idea while they cleaned the espresso machine and busser fact-checked it on their break and the post-doc edited between writing grant proposals and the nurse apologized for typos in the notes after a long shift and behind every drabble and one-shot and multi-chapter fic there is a person with a wonderful and interesting and chaotic life and it is such a privilege that we get to be a part of it because they decided to do this thing we all share, for fun.

benson who doesn’t like to be touched so he makes randy masturbate while he watches… he likes watching randy get flustered while taking off his clothes, trying to show off for benson but really just being embarrassing. benson loves it. benson’s favorite sight is randy springing free from his boxers while his face turns bright red. sometimes benson will talk him through it, tell him how to touch himself. other times benson simply watches randy fall apart. he laughs when randy finishes fast and makes the younger man lick his own cum off his hands. he keeps the image in his mind for later when he’s alone and can get himself off in peace. randy didn’t understand the relationship at first, but he has learned to love it. he knows how much benson loves to watch him (and loves him in general), so he doesn’t complain.

what if randy wasn't able to move on...he's desperate to try anything to get benson back, he ends up at a crossroads and makes a deal with a demon...

I'm thinking about drugged forbie sex 👀