Aimlessly Walking

Lord of the Rings. This movie is my stress reliever. It's amazing.

My mom picked me up some medicine today. Maybe it will help

I seriously want to be happy, but I just can't... It's like pushing a wall, nothing happens.

Pretty sure, Jesus has given up on me, like I have him. . . He isn't by my side or carrying me. He just left.

This week I went to laurel legacy with my stake. It was quite an experience. I didn't know practically anyone, I was the only girl from my ward to go. An added bonus was the fact that I still have not felt the spirit in my heart, even with all the opportunities. I must be screwing up my life.

What the hell am I doing in this class? No one even gives me a second glance. Singing has become a horrible experience. So why do I even try?

Normal people: "Please God, don't let me get into an accident." Me: "Please God, let someone hit me."

Earlier today I realized that I threw away my math notes a while ago and I needed them. So I couldn't do my homework, which led to me crying and I even came close to hurting myself today. Why am I so stupid?