I’m thankful for a lot of things in my life right now.

A month ago, I started a new job in a new industry, with great pay, a great team, amazing perks. Its been a crazy transition in some ways, and I feel like I’m held to a higher standard. I’m hoping to meet expectations and grow my career there, but I’m still somewhat feeling like I don't belong. We’ll see what happens. 

My bf and I have been doing great lately. He's been so supportive through all of this. 

Of being the responsible one, at home, in my personal life, at WORK. I’m the person who puts so much effort into things, but things remain the same.

I’ve completed a 6 years total of higher education, did what I was supposed to when I was supposed to. Now I'm thinking, for fucking what?

I work out most days, been focusing on my health more. To still have people tell me I gained weight.

I’m truly exhausted. My soul is exhausted.