Une Etape à Fois

Truth is , I still want you. I don't know why. It's killing me. Fake it til you make it

It's still hard for me to not constantly want to figure out when we became broken.

Why am I still getting myself into this never ending loop of the same thing that's not helping anything. Maybe it's because I miss who we used to be , so I'll take any moment that you want with me even though it's not good for my mental health. I think about you still all the time. I wonder if you do the same. We're pretending like everything is normal and i know it's not. I'm in this constant state of pretending. Just existing in the same space. I want more. When is it my turn to be happy ? Will we ever be better? I'm such a cry baby, always in your corner. "You'll always be in love with love"

This is hard for me. Trying so hard to think of why you didn't come home. You're not mine anymore , why am I still losing sleep over you.

After everything, I still want you. That hurts the most.

I can't remember the last time something went exactly the way I wanted it

Truth is. I'm still stuck on you. Even when I know we aren't working anymore