When you been longing for something so deeply n for so long

sometimes we get delusional,

sometimes our mind plays tricks on us,

to see what we want to see

To have somebody there...but not really there for you,

Somebody to talk to...but doesn’t understand,

Somebody who hears you...but doesn’t listen,

Somebody who can laugh with you...but never cries with you...

Do you know what its like

In this world, there is a reason behind every action, every feeling...

Every word matters....cuz life n death lies in the power of the tongue..

N tho i may see the beautiful colors ofthe world...still, everything is black n white...

When you decide to see life thru your heart n not just your eyes, when you decide to live in spirit rather than the flesh...

You’ll know you’re here..

You HURT hard...cuz you know the truth, you see things for what it is, n its all vain. You see what feeds egos n you see what feeds the spirit...

A lot of times i find myself fighting you for YOU...the YOU that i know is just buried underneath all ‬this EGO...this is not who you are.