Jacqulynn Hernandez

if you wanna bitch and complain about petty shit exit to the right before i kick you in the throat , and mke you able not to ever have kids. #illkickyou#nodick#bitch

i pushed away my best friend , she was like my sister . my person i can i always go to and talk to , when i needed her . the person i could go to for a good laugh and a fun adventure . and i pushed her away like none of that mattered anymore . less than a month later i lose my boyfriend , the person i thought i would have forever , and made all these plans with . he was the only person who could pick me up when I'm down and the only person who could get a laugh out of me when i was crying my eyes out . he was the guy all girls want . A sweetheart , tough , willing to put you first , trusting , honest , loyal ,committed, always there for you when you needed him , willing to stop what he was doing if something was wrong with you , would make small surprises .. yet they seemed so big that they made my week! i can't believe i drove him away by breaking his trust and crushing his heart , literally taking him through too much that he could handle . I sit here alone crying asking myself why? why did i do this to them and myself , i can't believe i drove away the two most important people in my life . One i wanted to marry and the other who i wanted to be in my wedding . i put them through too much , maybe I'm not lovable or capable if having special people in my life like that anymore cause all i do is ruin what we have . i don't think I'll every get them back to be by my side or even gain there trust back . it sucks to know i did to myself but mostly i did this to them . i honestly have no one to blame but myself , just sucks i have to live with myself and know what i did to them and the fact that they'll never forgive me and i seriously have no one to blame but myself . i still talk to my boyfriend here and there everyday but when i see his contact i feel my heart stop and everything comes back , the memories i can't help but answer the phone

okay you guys so I'm officially obsessed with mister gerald him self or G-eazy never heard good rapping until you hear this man . I cant wait till late 2014 cause then your gonna take over the world and everyone will know who you are . good luck on your european tour I'm proud of how far you've come .

theres more inside of me than skin and bones ..

Having a second chance is like having a second chance at a new life . Everyone may not get to have this experience , but from my perspective it's one hell of a ride to be involved in . It takes a lot of work and love to get a second chance but if you work hard enough you'll have your chance at redemption

To me life is a story you can create yourself . No one else can write it for you , but yet they can make an impact on it . No matter what life throws at you , you have to take every hit & and every fall and yet get back up to strive for more . Even when the hard times come to take you under you have to find a light to make things bright . Don't have unspoken words , regrets , broken promises , unsolved problems , & a broken self . No matter how hard life's gets remember that your on the earth for a reason , you may not understand it now but down the line you'll realize what people need you in life to make a difference big or small in the earth . Live your life to the fullest , even if today can be your last .

Taking a break it's kinda feels like finding yourself in a Black hole. And you realize that it's like a relationship, because taking a break in a relationship is like losing yourself, and losing a part of yourself. People in life are like obstacles, they can either be there to make life easier or to make life harder. But it's up to us to decide whether we feel that they are easy or their hard . The same thing goes for heartbreak it's never easy, you can choose overcome it you can choose to greave on the pain , life that we have house the shit hole. Yet it's up to us to decide whether you want to do with it . This may sound depressing but it's also true if you took the time to read this then you thinking she got a point it's actually true your think yourself about your life and the choose to take it by the horns or to let it go and strive . Now you can take this moment think about your own life and try to find little mistakes, cracks, depressing, and most anything that you want to reflect on and feel what is it that you can do to make it better. Love nani<3

Just took this Citrus pic on Webcam Toy

Is it normal to lose two friends in a month ? I didn't think so . Why is it that you can have a friend for 7 years and then one things ignites a flame that starts a horrible fire that doesn't stop till everything's burned out ! You finally get everything you need to say and they say the unthinkable , and you say language that wasn't appropriate , and you get the last word but its not a very good one . Although yet you hang up the phone actually for once feeling good about a choice you made in your life . I think it's weird I feel this way , is it ? ~ Nani<3