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i’d literally make suuuuuch a pretty corpse, it’s truly a shame that no necrophilic sadist keeps me around as their personal zombie!! T^T

need my self destruction to be fetishised soooo bad!! tell me to cut deeper and praise me for it, get me drugs to abuse and take advantage of me afterwards, tell me how awful and pathetic i am and feed into my self hatred, beat me up and tell me i deserve it, abuse the shit out of me and then degrade me for being into it!!!!!!!

sadistic abusive older bf x masochistic creepy younger bf?? cmon hurt me good, punch me in the face and break my nose and i will look at you through teary eyes and grin!! catch me stalking you and degrade the shit out of me for it, humiliate me while i shamelessly get on my knees and beg!! throw me to the ground and kick me with combat boots as i squirm and whine!! oh make me get off on your abuse!!!!!!!

need to be groomed and manipulated sooo bad, make me crave you in disgusting, perverse ways and push me deeper into my fantasies!! i want my slightly filthy thoughts to become more and more deranged until they start to scare and disgust me but oh how could i ever stay away from that misery when it’s the only thing making me feel so good!!!

having a sadists loaded gun shoved down my throat and my nose pinched shut so i just sob and cough while sucking off his gun until i either pass out or vomit????

put out cigarettes on my skin, press them into my flesh as i squirm beneath you, ash it off into my mouth, watch me put out my own cigs on myself in a desperate attempt to recreate the painful pleasures……

i want him to cut me open and finger my fresh wounds in a totally normal and loving way

i love knifefucking as much as the next guy but it’s always the handle.. properly fuck me with your knife, shove the blade into me and mutilate my flesh!!!!

oh to be someone’s zombie!!! barely alive and rotting away, all bloody and bruised up and malnourished, barely hanging on!! knowing once my body does finally give out, i’ll still be cherished and loved forever!!!!

sorry i got hard when you punched me in the face, do you still want me??