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dreamt i was woken up by a man violently shaking my shoulders, and my car, but my eyes would not pry open

i wanted to take my own body and beat it to a pulp, to see it turn red and pink and purple and black and yellow, and i wanted to do it over and over again until my fists turned into nubs

sometimes i feel like i would like the whole entire world to know what i'm feeling and thinking. sometimes sometimes . most of the times not, though. most of the time i want to keep quiet but sometimes i really want it to be known, what i'm feeling, what i'm thinking, i feel. well anyways that is what i feel

it's so weird to me that it's the 9th of july

ill have it all figured out by the time I'm thirty five. or maybe forty five. or maybe even fifty. or sixty. who gives an f right

dreamt that aphrodite had entrusted me to Athena but i was too egotistical to accept it. i was too busy banging on walls, hitting my own face until redness to even notice it

i don't want to be the crying girl any more. what do i do

time for ayahuasca ig

dreamt of snakes, and they were plotting against me