Minxiety

Christmas food makes me so mad. To see how people are eating everything pretty and tasty, but I cannot have a single bite without gaining and crying for the next week. I'm so jealous 🙂

Pov: you're in psych ward for other reasons than ED so you can do your thing as long as you're pretending you are eating. At the same time when they're watching another to finish her meals with panic attacks. If that isn't fd up, I don't know what is. As long you're fat, they do not care, though I don't want them to care since I'm losing weight and will be prettier when I get home + this keeps me from going fully insane which is traumatic for all 🤠😇

So I ended up in a psych ward 😇 they don't know about my food stuff, luckily