charlie

4th day inpatient and i hate this

btw i reached a new lw

i come back here and i suddendly find myself having 5k followers wow thanks but are u ok guys?

at least my nutritionist ghosted me so i can starve in peace

i'm so tired of my life

why do i weigh more now that i'm restricting than when i was binging 24/7

pls i need mutuals who are actually active on here not just reblogging random stuff

i'm finally back on track, eating 500-600 cals daily and exercising

i'm so ready for february

i've never felt so alone in my entire life

shoplifted blades and relapsed

tomorrow i have an appointment with my psychiatrist i'd rather kms

also tonight is 2 months since my attempt and i'm having a really rough time

i don't even know why i gained this much yeah i didn't manage to restrict obviously but i didn't binge either and before getting hospitalized i was in a binge cycle so this doesn't make any sense at this point i'm blaming antipsychotics

i gained so much weight while i was hospitalized i wanna cry i'm at my hw and i'm more miserable than ever

yesterday was a month since my attempt i still feel awful, i'm still locked in the psych ward and i don't know when i'll get discharged i feel hopeless