tired

i’m not losing weight for him but i do want to look good for him, does that make sense

eating disorders are like choosing for an hour between an apple and a donut for breakfest depending on their calories, colors, shapes, your personal mood, what you’ve ate yesterday, weight and finally choosing nothing

for someone with a restrictive ed i sure do fucking binge a lot

i don’t wanna look “healthy” i wanna look like i’m dying

my quarantine routine is just waking up, working out until I feel sick, then brewing an entire pot of black coffee that I drink throughout the day and take uni notes until my hand bleeds

Omg I remember this pic from when I was 13 and first started looking at thinspo…what a damn throwback yo