Eh, it's not my loft anymore. Gave 'em my notice this morning. And now you don't need to worry.
8x09 Sob Stories
#as much as it's great for a sandbox this moment to me is about eddie taking a gut punch in being loved despite not having resolved anything#this is similar to his reaction when chris brings him the ps5 to return so that he can save money to stay#he hadn't apologized or resolved anything with either of them. he didn't believe he was going to be loved or actually forgiven#he goes to the confession for punishment and then dances for a spark of joy but he never forgot the dark abyss really#he doesn't EXPECT to be loved despite breaking something. but he is. by both buck and chris#in huge actionable ways he is loved. they show up for him even when he hadn't asked#this is the first time it hits him because he was busy drowning in self-loathing and self flagellation till then#you did it for me? you gave something up for me? you chose me over something you had?#he doesn't expect it and doesn't ask for it and is still given freely#for your happiness Buck says. to take your burdens and make you happy he says. you and Chris because he loves them both#where do you find your faith if not at the hands and heart of the one who loves you without needing you to beg#and so Eddie finds his faith in Buck and Chris#eddie diaz#buddie#911 abc
