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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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@milesbelowsealevel
And of course. It all goes into flames. Try to take my cat from me and threaten to hide em when I move out. And then when I stand my ground now it’s “block me off everything and I don’t ever want to hear from you again” because I’m someone that loves my cat lol. It always ends the same for me
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So imagine someone picks you up from rock bottom and THEY wanted to date you so you get together. You spend 6 years growing and developing yourself into a better person for yourself but especially for the relationship to eventually be dropped out of thin air right in the midd of holiday season. To then be told:
“Your want to be in a relationship with me was only because of the safety and security of the relationship I provided.You didn't absolutely no thinking or lighten the load for me so of course you want that back.”
Is the exact nightmare fuel that makes someone entirely give up on wanting to fall in love with anyone that is more well off than me let alone in general. Time and time again loving someone with all your heart shows never to be enough in relationships with me. So I just won’t get in them. You can hand someone your diary/journal and let them read your unfiltered thoughts about how much you love them and they’ll think it’s only because what they provide. Anyone that deals with depression or anything with mental health and struggles in life. Do yourself a favor and never date a therapist.
Try to beg for me to give up my cat so she can run off with him and forget about me. Placing her boundaries of steel up and expect me to believe I’d have a place in her life in the future. So of course when I stand firm and say I’m bringing my cat with me she then goes to tell me she won’t be seeing me ever again and then has the audacity to say I’m using my cat to keep her tied to me is a fucking smack to the face. The ways I’ve poured my heart out to this woman and she thinks I’m shallow enough to use my cat to try and keep her tied. First of all fuck you. And just like I called it I’ve always knew you were going to be gone out of my life regardless. I was just dumb enough to have hope for all this long.
And there we go. The ending of everything. I love how I document my thoughts because I called exactly how this shit would end. If only I put everything from my journal on here.
Idk how healthcare can’t be free and accessible for everyone lol. I could be dying right now and not even know it
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Can’t wait to have my own space again and start my healing journey. Just me and my son (cat). We’ll make it through together
Could use some fun right now but too broke to do that so I’ll buy a pack of cigs to chain smoke and sulk in my sorrow
I just need a win. One that’ll stick. Not a month of good vibes but a win that’ll just save my life and keep me in this shit
No wonder I have an easier time being my true self to strangers than the people I’ve known my whole life. It’s because how can I be transparent to people who don’t even value me? That’ll easily come back to bite me if I do
The mental strain from having meaningless connections live rent free in my mind is exhausting.
I’m talking about going back to your home town and wanting to connect with old friends who never keep in touch outside of social media. And then have to constantly think if you should even share anything with them since you’re not even cool enough to get direct invites to things. Or watching two friend groups hang out without you.
Or moving away from a best friend and watching them let the distance kill off the once every day communication and then wondering if the bond was strong in the first place.
Or seeing a long distant friend you know you’d hang out with every day but instead see them once a year.
I could go on forever for shit like this. I’m just exhausted of it all
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Life goes on a high for a month or few weeks and then crashes down on me. Like clockwork. Can count on it every time.
I always get the feeling like “oh be a bigger person and just be cool with being a friend.” Foh lol. How can anyone love someone so strongly and over themselves and literally have it thrown back in your face? To then be like “well that was cool, I think we can be good friends.” Yeah not me
Once I get my own space again I can finally grieve this relationship the way I need to. It’s cool playing cordial and polite but every now and then I feel the strong detachment and bad vibes from someone who is just flat out uninterested and no longer cares for me. 6 plus years of relationship equity just turned into nothing
No convos. So abrasive. No attempt. Just ready to give up
Came home and home officially doesn’t feel like home.
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The actual effort she puts in to establish more distance between is actually sickening
It’s nights like these that lmk deep down that I don’t think I’ll make it