a man always rock 'n' rolls!

and a bit more context on how i've been in general: i posted before about how i wasn't sure about existing online as an artist to begin with and that has been exacerbated by some triggering incident IRL. basically, japanese naked gay muscle bars are scary even if you go with a friend.

but i'm taking antidepressants and going through therapy so i am doing quite a bit better now. i've been able to write again for the first time in months, and currently aim to share 3-4 posts per month.

i've also been able to draw again for the first time in forever. i'm just focusing on photo study at the moment. i don't think i'll go back to posting much fanart or on socmed anytime soon, but i'd like to tackle some bigger projects come 2026 (including returning to a project i had to put on hold due to depression).

and a bit more context on how i've been in general: i posted before about how i wasn't sure about existing online as an artist to begin with and that has been exacerbated by some triggering incident IRL. basically, japanese naked gay muscle bars are scary even if you go with a friend.

but i'm taking antidepressants and going through therapy so i am doing quite a bit better now. i've been able to write again for the first time in months, and currently aim to share 3-4 posts per month.

i've also been able to draw again for the first time in forever. i'm just focusing on photo study at the moment. i don't think i'll go back to posting much fanart or on socmed anytime soon, but i'd like to tackle some bigger projects come 2026 (including returning to a project i had to put on hold due to depression).