Mila

Look at me.

Look at me right now.

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How I feel reading anything Supernatural x reader bc I genuinely have no survival instinct and they would probably hate me in real life because I sing when I’m nervous and I would jump at the sound of a fart.

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orgasm rules and headcanons meet doctor soulless!sam

... ★ ... DOCTOR SOULLESS!SAM who loves his 'resets.' A reset is when you've acted out to the point that you've lost the privilege of him touching your clit, and he won't touch it again until you find some other way to cum. Loves watching you cry and shake even after he's decided you've had enough because your bratty cunt is still too achey and needy to go to sleep. He'll coo at you all mean, reminding you at the worst possible time that this feeling is all your fault; he'll let you cum anytime, but it's up to you to be a big girl and make it happen.

... ★ ... DOCTOR SOULLESS!SAM who just doesn't give in. During the 'resets' sometimes you're lucky and can pull out a vaginal orgasm within a day or so, but one time it took weeks. You were so keyed up that you begged to get off on his shoe, in public, anything, but what eventually did it was a poorly-prepped ass fucking as a punishment for pouting. The second he bottomed out of the initial stretch you were clenching and crying around his cock, your clit so eternally swollen that it had phoned it in to your ass.

... ★ ... DOCTOR SOULLESS!SAM who uses edging as behavior enforcement. Sometimes all you need to behave is a little reminder of how hard life with a wet cunt is; when he makes you stand on your fawn-like legs after bringing you to three hard edges all you want to do is fall to your knees in obedience.

... ★ ... DOCTOR SOULLESS!SAM who won't let you cum without asking. And if you do... you're going to wish you hadn't. He doesn't care if it's an accident or an instance of bratting on your part; either way he's taking the meticulously fully-charged wand from his chest of treasures and making you cum until you can't. For the first few the pleasure still ramps up, gets more intense, but it gets painful when he's tearing these tiny waves of pleasure from your wrecked body; you can't even get yourself to moan. Depending on the offense... sometimes he makes you take the punishment in doggy like the 'needy puppy you are.'

... ★ ... DOCTOR SOULLESS!SAM who loves watching your cunt flutter with a ruined orgasm. He watches your walls spasm and force slick to dribble out even while you get absolutely no pleasure. His face is all up close while he works you to the edge, clinically tapping until he sees your eyes fly open with simultaneous relief and disappointment. Then he gets to watch your cunt clench until it's sore while your body stays just as pent up and desperate, but now you have to wait, and pray, that he decides to work you up again

... ★ ... DOCTOR SOULLESS!SAM who calls ruined orgasms 'special, good girl orgasms.' He assures you that even though you don't feel good he's just as proud, and they help you learn to focus on being aware and present instead of letting your mind slip away to focus on the finish line. Each and every time he taunts that maybe he should train your little cunt to think that these are real orgasms. 'You would be so cute, baby. Begging to feel your cunt clench like it's the real thing.'

... waking up to bruises ... full moons ... cumming in your sleep ... aphrodisiac-laced spit ... bumps in the night ... phantom soreness ... always sleepy ... writing on your skin ... silk sets ... sleeping with a nightlight ... orgasms as binding spells ...

... ☾ ... INCUBUS DEMON!DEAN who leaves evidence you that he saw you with the state of your cunt. The time you spend together, or something that seems like together, always feels fuzzy, like you're not sure where he actually touched you or where you just wanted him to. You put the pieces together from the mess he makes of your cunt; how you wake up from the intense throbs of the aftershocks and how he leaves something behind that takes way longer to bubble out than it should.

... ☾ ... INCUBUS DEMON!DEAN who sneaks pajamas and lingerie into your drawer. If he's going to visit you he wants you all dolled up, even if it's in your sleep. Fine silk panties, soft lace bras, and chiffon babydoll dresses over the top. Sometimes you find things that are more than a few sizes too small and a plug, and you know it was gifted so you fall asleep all squirmy and needy and wet. You have a sneaking suspicion where they're coming from, who, they're coming from, but you'd prefer to block out what that means each time you slip them on. Is it really your fault you want to look pretty for him? It? Winding your hair into something pretty and not taking your eyeliner off as well as you should becomes a new nightly ritual.

... ☾ ... INCUBUS DEMON!DEAN who writes on you in your sleep. Half profanity, half some ancient language you'll never be able to translate before the ink fades. It's some twisted mix of symbols and things that you have to censor with long sleeves. You're not really sure what he is, what he wants to mean to you, but from the way he writes 'mine,' over and over you know he only wants you thinking of him when your hands dip between your thighs. No matter that you're mostly doing it to prepare for him.