Miko Beach

You came into my life like lightning

Completely changing my direction

Now I'm heading towards disaster & you'll probably disappear like nothing ever happened.

But I'm forever changed,

You took the ship & became the captain I surrendered to the way you said my name, & now you hold me captive.

I have no choice but to escape

But I'm afraid of what comes after.

The silence of the waves has become so much louder.

I risked it all for you instead of allowing myself to cower.

& I damn near gave you all of my love to devour.

But now I have to save myself to protect my inner power.

Don’t tell me I don’t belong

Because I do

I’ll make space for myself

Even if I have to shake the room

Been here so many times before

but I can’t let it consume

I learned how to take rejection bury it like a seed until it blooms

Transmuting my darkness into fuel

Demon time Is acknowledging I wanna rage but my higher self keeps me cool

I’m gifted

Always lifted

I don’t even understand the magic that I’m blessed with

I’m restless

Manifesting every single thing on my checklist

I’m not reckless

Calculating every move, I’m relentless.

Always looking up,

Never giving up,

I’m endless.