Just men and more men

I was 15 when I was first fucked raw by a 38 year old man. I loved that a man could be inside my body. That then became wanting their cum. In the late 80s there was a small article about men purposely infecting others with HIV. I was in high school and was completely turned on. I loved bookstores, public sex, anonymous anyone and everyone but preferred older guys. I started escorting and got my fist STDs. My first "love" was HIV+ and ironically never told me. I know two people he gave it to. I was all about the connection with men - even strangers - of wanting their cum in me. I had read that their DNA stays in my body for the rest of my life. Now I wanted them to change me, infect me, alter my body to become just like the men I found sexier than all others and looked up to.

Converting to poz took a long time and I almost gave up. I fInally found a toxic man who was not on meds who made it his mission to fill me with as much cum and chem piss that he could. He would collect his piss in a bottle at work and then drain it into my guts. He gave me his Chlamydia which gave the HIV virus something to piggyback on and infect my body. I was so excited when I converted. I felt sexier, hotter and had a newfound confidence. I was getting every STD in San Francisco and New York City. I loved guys who didn't get treated and didn't go to clinics. I had a great time with men who lived on the street, were infected and liked that I wanted their dirty infected cocks in me, share needles, want every fluid inside of me. Some would ask to invite their buddies to use my throat and ass and this was usually done in public with others watching.

The intensity of changing everything in someone's life and body is the most incredible feeling of being connected with someone. I now have AIDS.

I love blood slamming and received HepC from a buddy who slammed his blood into my veins. The rush of meth through my body was as fast as his blood was spreading through me.

My bug chasing is stronger with craving toxic fluids, STDs, finding men with AIDS who have physical characteristics of aids wasting, and even though I always liked older men, I like the idea of converting a young man since I am now older at 53. To help them become real men would be amazing.

I need the connection of being infected, changed, having their DNA in me forever, I love blood play from a brush in my hole, sores & scratches & cuts on their cocks so we mix blood inside of me. Watching blood slamming is unreal. My first one was in SF with a toxic man while my then boyfriend was sleeping so I could truly enjoy the experience of watching this stranger inject me with his poison.

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