crentist

why do people keep saying that their relationship is ruined? not at all in my opinion. what we see is adam who is completely in love with ronan, who doesn’t stop trying to contact him, who keeps investigating about whatever the hell is going on, who even tries to desperately meet him in dreamspace after ronan has hung up on him. you think they are ruined /just/ because ronan hung up on him? because he went away? adam knows better than that.

then we have ronan who is also completely in love with adam and can’t stop thinking about him. adam is literally in every thought of ronan, in every dream. he is keeping him away from his dreams for adam’s sake, because he does not want to put him in any trouble. what ronan does not know is that adam would leave harvard in a heartbeat if ronan asked him. yes, adam has told him this several times. but he doesn’t believe it quite yet. 

ronan has several identity and self-esteem problems. when all of this is over, he will not be the same person he used to be, he is not that person anymore now. but that doesn’t mean the relationship is ruined. being in love is loving all the versions of the person you love, as they evolve through time. ronan loved adam in aglionby, scared adam, cabeswater adam, idyllic summer adam and harvard adam. and adam loves ronan and will keep loving all versions of ronan.