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「 BASICS 」

FULL NAME: micah caroline robbins 

GENDER: cisfemale 

PRONOUNS: she/her 

AGE: 21 

STAR SIGN: scorpio 

BIRTHDATE: october 31, 2000 

BIRTHPLACE: chicago, illinois 

RESIDENCE: UCSB 

SEXUALITY: pansexual 

「  𝙿𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙾𝙽𝙰𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚈  」 

 CHARACTER ASSOCIATIONS kathryn merteuil, captain jack sparrow, olive penderghast, mia wallace, nicky nichols, lucifer morningstar, alex delarge, fleabag 

 ( + ) TRAITS insightful, creative, innovative, quick witted, knowledegable 

( - ) TRAITS argumentative, aggressive, unconventional, unpredictable 

MORAL ALIGNMENT:  chaotic neutral 

MBTI: entp 

LIKES: vodka, cocaine, weed, dark eyeliner, 2000s emo music, guitar, true crime, knives, subverting expectations, tattoos, piercings, singing, murder mysteries, horror movies 

DISLIKES: overly bubbly people, jorts, wearing pastels, conservatives, capitalism, people who have a car as their profile pic, feeling vulnerable, james cameron movies 

 HOW THEY PRESENT TO OTHERS... dark, standoffish, and threatening. she is quick witted and has a sharp tongue. she will cut others down as a way to protect herself and avoid vulnerability. she will make morbid jokes and tends to laugh at the wrong time and at the wrong things. however, if she is not sober, then she will also try to be the life of the party. not necessarily by making friends, but by performing big gestures such as climbing on things that she shouldn't and being loud and crude. 

 HOW THEY ARE WHEN THEY'RE ALONE... she is typically researching some true crime or cult related activity to talk about on her podcast. she'll have her airpods in and listening to 2000s emo music while pouring over articles about various murders.

「  𝙰𝙿𝙿𝙴𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙲𝙴  」 

 FACECLAIM: maggie lindemann 

HEIGHT: 5'2 

BUILD: thin, slight curves 

HAIR: dyed black, mostly straight, goes to mid back 

EYES: dark brown IDENTIFYING MARKS: a scar on her left thigh 

STYLE: goth/punk/alt 

TATTOOS: canon maggie 

PEIRCINGS: canon maggie and nipples pierced 

PERFUME: calvin klein deep euphoria 

ACCESSORIES: sunglasses, platform shoes, bags with lots of pins, manicured nails 

  「  𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝚂  」 

 HOBBIES: watching horror movies, drawing, listening to music, playing guitar, singing, writing, ghosthunting, reading true crime related things, taking online quizzes 

FOOD: spicy ramen, hot pot, nachos, pizza, spaghetti, enchiladas, tamales, pho 

DRINKS: grateful dead 

PLACES: any big city 

 MUSIC: 2000s emo, rock, punk, hardcore 

SERIES: deadly women, snapped, american horror story, what we do in the shadows, unsolved mysteries, the first forty-eight, bates motel, the haunting of..., midnight mass, stranger things 

PODCASTS: my favorite murder, cult liter, obitchuary 

MOVIES: the conjuring movies, ouija 2, blair witch, the insidious movies, heathers, the craft 

BOOKS: we keep the dead close, in cold blood, nobody's women, zodiac, helter skelter, cults inside out 

  「  𝙼𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙰𝙻  」 

 EDUCATION: high school, bachelor's in progress 

LITERACY: high LANGUAGES: english 

DISORDERS: anxiety, depression, ptsd 

PHOBIAS: claustrophobia

「  BIO  」

micah robbins was born to two loving and doting parents in chicago, il. they gave micah their constant attention and in their minds, she could do no wrong 

she had one older brother who didn't get nearly the amount of attention that micah did, but he was just along for the ride 

when she was 3, they moved from chicago to new jersey because of her dad's job. he was taking over one of the main offices and it had them living on the nicer side of asbury park 

while her dad worked a lot, her mom started putting micah in pageants. her talent was singing and she won several crowns. she definitely could have been on toddlers and tiara, but thankfully it didn't come out until she was too old for it 

almost every weekend she was dressed up in glittery, sparkly dresses, covered in make-up, wearing fake teeth and hair pieces, and she had her team of people making sure she looked fabulous to walk that stage 

and she hated it. she would always resist, but her mom would win out in the end. she would say she was just preparing her for life because beauty gets you farther than anything else in this world. 

when she was 11 years old, she was arguing with her mom while they were on the way to one of her pageants. she was screaming about how she didn't want to do it and being an all around brat about it when her mom turned around to get onto her and [ TW CAR ACCIDENT AND DEATH ] didn't see the 18-wheeler swerving into her lane and hit their car. her mom died on impact, but micah walked away with several scratches, bruises, and a broken wrist 

she blamed herself for what happened. if she had just been obedient, her mom would still be there. 

because of this, she started dressing in all black as a way of mourning, and she never really stopped. that has become the wardrobe of her choice 

and she started acting out, staying out all night, hanging out with the wrong crowd, full blown rebelling to try to cope with her loss and guilt

during all of this, her dad was devastated. he didn't know how to deal with anything that was happening and turned to [[ TW ALCOHOLISM ]] the bottle to cope. 

micah watched her dad basically slip into nothingness. he lost his job, they lost their home and had to move out to the bad side of asbury 

at this point, micah's older brother was pretty much the one taking care of her more than anything, but he was young himself, so it was a case of babies raising babies 

both micah and her brother got into some petty crime to try to keep food on the table and keep from being homeless 

micah was arrested a few times, but never for anything substantial, so she didn't get too much of a record, but the police definitely know her by name 

her brother got heavier into crime, though and has had some major arrests [ wanted connection ]