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The irony of the situation is that the woman who saved me by helping me see music as a cure cannot listen to music anymore. If only she knew what it feels like to be saved.

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I don't know if I miss you or if I just cannot handle being alone.

rcf-poetry

Emotional Abuse

Some people won’t believe you

Because your scars are hidden

Way beneath your skin

People only believe what they can see

And that should be a sin

#003 Losing Myself.

The worst thing I carry with me is my own burden and the inability to love another. I don’t know what is wrong with me. Every time I get involved in a relationship, I have to find means to eventually end it. I cannot make myself happy, and I bring all of my signficant others down. I sit and sulk in my own self derived pain. I am unable to exist when I am not in pain. I’m not sure what is wrong with me. I have lost great friends. I have lost budding relationships that could have really been fulfilling. I have lost each one of these to gain nothing, to sit in sorrow and end each day alone. And now I have lost and there is nobody to help look for what I lost.

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The thing is, I don't miss her. I don't want her back. It just feels empty without her and that emptiness, that void, it hurts.

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I was thinking of the reasons that keep me alive when death seems to be the easier option. Then it struck me. It's not death that scares me. It's the pain before my heart stops beating that makes me stop.

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There are moments when I wish I could roll back the clock and take all the sadness away, but I have the feeling that if I did, the joy would be gone as well.

Nicholas Sparks (A Walk To Remember)

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#002 “It gets better”

“It gets better.” I have had at least ten people say this to me over the past month. What do they mean by things get better? They don’t know what it feels like to go through what I just experienced. Even if they do, they cannot predict the future. So what gives them the ability to keep saying “It gets better”?

Well my theory is that, people are vehicles that run on the fuel called hope. And this is our way of making ourselves believe that things can become better. By doing so, we make our brain think that there is a slight chance, no matter how slim, that there can be something different happening to us and this lets us be open to accepting something better when it comes our way.

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#001 A new Beginning

I created this blog as my friend urged me to start posting content in hopes that people can enjoy what I write. i don’t know what kind of humans exist out there that would be interested in reading what I have to post. But I’m willing to give this a shot. I have no clue on how to proceed with this and will try to think of things to post everyday. This is my attempt at starting something new. Hopefully there are a few out there who whose life changes ever so slightly due to what I write.

P.S. Thank you @cherrythunderr

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