In my mid 20's and still a fangirl…

Finally finished Building the Band on Netflix and I've never been so proud and so heartbroken at the same time. Seeing the spark in his eyes again as his career came full circle, sitting right next to the woman who created One Direction, was a beautiful way to end his career through such a tragedy.

I loved the way the show shed so much light on who Liam was as both an artist and as a person. And I'm so glad others were able to witness that. The unwavering kindness he showed to everyone around him and his impeccable quick-witted remarks reminded me why I adored him so much. I will never forget that.

I held back from watching the show because I wasn't ready to accept that this could be the last memory we would have of him. But I'm glad I finally did. For a brief moment, it felt as though Liam was still here with us, but as the final episode approached, I teared up knowing it was the end.

The added clip of Liam singing WMYB with the audience was such a bittersweet addition. The love he was shown as he sang along, harmonizing the lyrics like muscle memory as he did many many times, and just seeing the smile reach his eyes again, made my heart feel so full.

2015arry Styles what a man you are…