Light

I’m very deeply affected by Blue Neighbourhood by Troye Sivan I have no idea why nobody talks about that album I don’t know if I’ll ever grow out of it I have such big fomo because I was barely conscious when it came out so I wasn’t able to experience it when it came out that album is so perfect and it was so big for the queer community back then and now I would say, I really wanna talk about the songs Swimming Pools and especially Talk me down. I discovered swimming pools while browsing on YouTube before it came out for the ten year anniversary and every time I listen to it it gives me the most gut wrenching feeling that I’m addicted to that I need to be prepared for it’s such a perfect song and it’s so lyrically good and the gut wrenching feeling the song gives is the same when I listen to talk me down but it’s different the best way I can describe is that they’re twins except one chose hell (swimming pools) and the other one heaven (talk me down) it sounds so cheesy but there’s not other way of describing it. The song is so light and sad an nostalgic but so happy, have you ever had one morning when you wake up by yourself without an alarm and the room has a light cold breeze and the sun is shining from the curtains which warms you up and your half awake and that what feeling in the start of the song I get and then as the way it progresses it turns into evening and then night when the song ends, your mind is always in the future or past and it’s one of the feeling that makes you live in the present that this song gives, this song is sensitive,personal,comforting and confessional it really reminds of the time when I realised that I’m queer, that feeling of actual love that you haven’t felt before that feeling of hiding and deep true connection it’s the most beautiful feeling that I ever had and still have and this song makes it way deeper.