my new x ♡

I lowkey spend all my money on jirai kei I should rot & die my own greed sickens me

Ok so I’ve decided I’m giving up alcohol!! Super bad experience on the weekend & I always get the absolute WORST hangovers so I’m gonna (try) stay sober for a few months. If anything I’ll only drink when it’s a special occasion. Also I’m gonna try give up indica completely too. Every time I smoke it I always end up tweaking & my bf and I made edibles the other day using indica and holy fuck idk if we put too much but I had the worst paranoia ever & don’t get me started on the food cravings … atrocious 😭😭😭😭😭

does jirai kei look as good with full length stockings? I don’t see it that much

idk how to feel about these stockings, I feel like they look kinda weird

I put so much unnecessary pressure on myself to choose one style and stick to it? Like I feel like if I’m gonna be jirai I can’t wear any other style which is so stupid of me

I don’t want to die but I feel like I don’t deserve to live