fuck no

i know you don't care about me, i know you got your own life, i chose to not be a part of it. And truthfully don't want to be a part of this one either. i'm lost without you. i'm lost, dont try and find me its worthless

i chose to love you, but i don't know how to choose to unlove you

your face is a work of art

i feel fucking bare and lost

i can't manage without you right now. how fucked everything is. i can't find happiness i can't find a hint of something that's actually worth my damn time. i'm done with everything and everyone but you

i fucking hate you i fucking hate you i fucking hate you for being on my fucking mind all the ducking time i ducking hate you for being fucking perfect i fucking hate you for asking me to do something i didn't know i can do i fucking hate you for loving you so damn much that you're never leaving my fucking head. i fucking hate you so much for not letting me hate you at all. i hate you for not hating you at all even till now. i don't hate you i love you. i really just hate myself. hate hate hate hate hate

who the hell knew that letting a girl borrow my sweater and getting it back smelling like this female would make me so damn upset and miss the most important person to me , i’m not happy with where i’m at and i can’t go on, can’t move on. moments where i don’t do anything make me upset to the point i need to occupy myself. i miss ya and love ya, i’ll be boolin by myself and with my misery and no one will catch whiff of this. Goodnight