unstable

being paranoid is funny bc like well what if i'm right

i love bein on this app. dnt nobody know me. dnt nobody care what i be doin. peaceful

The mentally ill urge to stay up and not go to sleep just to experience peace while everyone else is sleeping between 1am and 5am.

I’m so sick of begging people to care and to stay and give a fuck about me. Literally leave me alone!!!!!! Leave me alone leave me alone if you don’t give a shit and I’m so sick of the lies “I care” while literally doing nothing that shows care I’m not a fucking idiot and you know it!!!!! Do you really think these pathetic excuses will work on me? I’ve spent my entire life being lied to just for the same people who claimed to care later betray and abandon me. Fuck off. Your bullshit is transparent.

How do you tell someone "I’m not ignoring you, I’m just disconnected from reality right now and the days are all blurred together and I feel completely apathetic towards everyone/everything around me so it's really hard for me to maintain a conversation" without saying that?

Fun fact: it does not get better.

Pov: you've wasted another year being the same loser after telling yourself this year would be different