Here i yearn in the form of ramblings/poems and just posts about my beloved Vasudeva🤍🪷
(i use this emoji combo excessively for him^^)
Glimpses Of Me
Poems
Haye Mere Priye Madhav🪷
Heart's Calling
Mere Shyam Sundar Rakh lo Brij Mein
Shyam Naam
Mann Mora Atak Gayo
Loot liyo, more Kanhaiya Laal ne
Prose
maa adi shakti
All for you, Only for you
The Weaver of the Cosmos
Kanha&J
Whispers of the brass bells on ankles (series)
SYNOPSIS: what happens when the flute bearer belonging to the upper echelon, on one side of the royal court finds the eyes on the other side of the court, adorned by the blackness of kohl and fixated on matching her feet with the practiced tatkaar, each step falling on the royal court making her ghungrus ring a melody pairing with the music?…..
Prologue
chapter 1 : under the auric skies
chapter 2: Honey Glaze
chapter 3: Mahogany
chapter 4 : Red
Short stories (Krishnaxreader!!)
Ye dewanapann mujhe le doobe//this obsession will be the end of me♡♡
You said you love me like there's no tomorrow, but tomorrow never came...
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"umm actually karna wasn't discriminated against 🐷💡"
"caste is a british invention 🐷💡"
translation:
"don't ask me why the mahabharata keeps calling karna suta-putra, why pre-colonial dharmashastras discuss varna and jati, or why bhakti saints spent centuries condemning caste. one reddit thread told me i'm smarter than every historian 🤤"
So... Recently a video went viral on Instagram of a dancer portraying Maa Chhinnamasta, with people claiming that the depiction was “vulgar” and “disrespectful”. Why? Because the dancer depicted nudity.
Some things which seem interesting and worth noting:
Chhinnamasta is a Tantric Goddess. One of the Mahavidyas. She is always depicted as digambari, because of Her ferocious and primal nature. Not a piece of cloth on Her body. She stands on Kamdev and Rati in coitus, signifying how She’s above Kaam, the feelings of desire and lust. Those who saw this depiction and immediately saw only vulgarity have already missed the point of Maa Chhinamastika.
Each of these clowns is a Hindi-speaker. The dancer performed in Kolkata, West Bengal. The people of Bengal know Maa Chhinnamasta. They know Shakti. North Indians only know Hinduism. The sanitized version. Which is why their “sentiments” are hurt, and why none of them even know that’s Maa Chhinnamasta and not Maa Kali. Yes, that’s right. These people don’t even know whose depiction they are popping a vein over. It’s so embarrassing that it’s laughable. What’s next? Bipodtarini is Krishna-Kali? Krishna is Karl Marx?
These people are ignoring all other bullshit happening, btw. BJP can deploy some rando dressed as Hanuman to dance for them like a Baiji, Ram Mandir donations can get stolen, Kanwar Yatra can become an absolutely abhorrent shitshow of vile debasement of our culture in the name of “Sanatana Dharma”. But when people from different parts of India follow Hinduism as per local beliefs, they demand censorship and that everyone abide by their version of what Hinduism should be.
But here’s the thing. This isn’t a one-off thing. Ignorant fools online are running amok with dung for brains, calling bare-chested depictions of Maa Kali as “shameful”, or Dhumavati’s old wrinkly depictions as resembling a “Pretni”, that Kamdev and Rati being shown enthusiastically snuggling with each other is "not right". These people are allergic to faithful adaptations. To our own scriptures. These people are why Ramayan movies are Ramacharitramanas at best, instead of Valmiki Ramayan. None of you can stomach something that isn't something from within your limited understanding of Hinduism.
Moral of the Story:
Those who have 0 idea of what’s going on should ideally be the ones to keep shut, but really, they’re the ones to howl the loudest. You can’t tell our Goddesses apart, you don’t know how our Goddesses look or how they’re depicted, you don’t know shit about Hinduism besides your limited local beliefs. So why should anyone give a damn about what you have to say about anyone else’s faith? Non-Shaktas don’t shouldn’t get to decide how Shaktas should follow their faith, and never talk about Shakta traditions without atleast the basic amount of research. Tantric depictions of Deities are obviously going to be the ones followed in places with history of Tantra Sadhana. I swear the Bangladeshi Immigrants removed during SIR probably had a better grasp of Bengal’s Religion than these cow abusers. I hope every such person chokes on their plate of grass during Navratri while Bangalis enjoy meat dishes during Durga Puja. Hinduism isn't a monolith. Respect others' practices or be shamed like a Mlechha for your own as well.
why ballet and ballerina's so underrated? It's literally so gracious, fluid and angel core it needs it's own academia,I am in love with the black swan core.
@arjunaradhini @lordsabove @hari-priya @desi-laila @krsnaradhika and others who love academia
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I'm soo not normal when it comes to Ranganathaswamy, why is he resting? Why is he so cute while he's resting? Why is he making me blush? What is wrong with him?
how do you continue liking Krishna while getting rid of the superficial things. Like I just realized if Krishna was a fat man with a moustache I woudn’t…idk feel love to him still and it pissed me off. I guess I’ve kinda built a vision of what he looks like and I don’t know what I would do if he’s not like that….how do you love Krishna regardless of his appearance
girl i don't know about that but it's like the thing that "all hatsune miku are canon" i think the same and for me the krishna i love and visualise him as is the Kurukshetra one and the vrindavan one, so it's not one rigid thing that he looked like that and that if you don't like him that way that means you don't love him, once again it's just MY OPINION, so don't feel pressurized, i know someone who only visualises krishna as sourabh jain's character in the tv show and that's till okay, as long as the sentiment remains the same associated with his name.
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Dark grey blanket of clouds when it covers the infinite sky is the stark beginning of saavan - the time of year with imminent elixir of life is showering, bringing the greens to life, and soaking the hair just right if you love to take in the scenery first hand. And what this month is incomplete without is the tall dark being adorned in jewels and fine chandan yellow dhoti, doning that smile of evermore mischief and eyes softening with sheer gleam, arching his feet ever so with elegance and grace natural to him , as he stood to bless the flute with the song of the rain...
Clear skies , the petrichor intertwined with the occasional breeze as it caressed the trees for the beauty they now doned of bright and dark technicolor green. It was the hour of dusk, and with the rain's gift to us of petrichor and clear skies came the promise to fulfill of the flute boy - for once feeling 'ordinary' under the familiar scenery he once knew so well.
"I told you, the rain will stop by the time the stars will cover the sky, now will you keep your end of the bet or do I have to force you to?" grinning so proudly puffing his chest with arms crossed over them - as if he had nothing to do with the heavy downpour suddenly coming to a gentle end in just couple of hours.
"I told you, the rain will stop by the time the stars will cover the sky, now will you keep your end of the bet or do I have to force you to?" grinning so proudly puffing his chest with arms crossed over them - as if he had nothing to do with the heavy downpour suddenly coming to a gentle end in just couple of hours. He had been insistent about spending a night admiring the starry night as an "early birthday present" given his charms paired with his irresistible sweet smile, succumbing to his wishes was a natural selection thought crafted in your brain directly or indirectly by him (all his leela ykk hehe) ; he stood by the veranda outside holding out his hand for you to take. You wrapped your hand around his bigger one - a bit rough yet still retained their tenderness within the palms which were etched with lines of life's fate as if the fate is any less harsh to the one who sets it all in motion.
"i can't walk like this, the grass and soil are slippery, what if i fall, then i break my ankle or something, what if i-"
he gave your hand in his a tiny squeeze of reassurance "shhhh, i forgot you are one hell of a clumsy woman and given the slippery soil from the downpour earlier you just might break this or that body part, everyone isn't invincible like me after all" clicking his tongue with that wink - you get whiplash when he transitions from a sweet loverboy to the his most flirtiest persona, nevertheless it was just so on brand for him that you can't even get upset he just looks good being cocky and fun like this yk? "wouldn't want my love to trip and fall on her beautiful face , now can we? not on my watch of course, come on here" and he picks you up in bridal style - one arm behind your knees and the other holding your back, now you don't know if he was flexing his muscles on purpose but his biceps definitely do look huge now that you were noticing so closely - just your mistake for him to tease you about it "all good, beautiful, hm?"
Pressing his feet on the green grass moist grass with the slick mud between his toes so that you wouldn't need to worry about falling from the lack of friction, he moved at a steady pace towards the small hill nearby - it was the highest point in the nearby place and looked like it descended from heaven - the black soil covered in greens and gray clouds scattered across the sky, the breeze playfully caressing everything in it's wake. You look up at him, his hair dampened from the sweat caused by the humidity sticking to hid forehead and the sides of his face yet somehow this man still managed to smell like sandalwood - earthy and cool.
(will be continued because jahanvi.exe stopped generating response even though i know what i have to write im just lazy asf and im lowkey hating my soulless writing style at the moment )
thank you @darkskytenjiku for making me come back to my drafts loll , not as good as i used to write but i hope i can get back to describing the details better than this time , i love stargazing though
@bigsimp69 @mimaridoesmurari @yoogini @irantaboutkanha @snuglyvibrantmemory @lordsabove @madatdisney @mayakrish08 @origel @chaliyaaa @cybertimetravelrunaway @animucomedy @achyutasahacarani @alwaysyappinghere @azuredrift @aranyaani @desikanya @euph0synee @hari-priya @haribolnamaste @kamal-nayan @mehtab-bagh and everyone else!!
Dark grey blanket of clouds when it covers the infinite sky is the stark beginning of saavan - the time of year with imminent elixir of life is showering, bringing the greens to life, and soaking the hair just right if you love to take in the scenery first hand. And what this month is incomplete without is the tall dark being adorned in jewels and fine chandan yellow dhoti, doning that smile of evermore mischief and eyes softening with sheer gleam, arching his feet ever so with elegance and grace natural to him , as he stood to bless the flute with the song of the rain...
Clear skies , the petrichor intertwined with the occasional breeze as it caressed the trees for the beauty they now doned of bright and dark technicolor green. It was the hour of dusk, and with the rain's gift to us of petrichor and clear skies came the promise to fulfill of the flute boy - for once feeling 'ordinary' under the familiar scenery he once knew so well.
"I told you, the rain will stop by the time the stars will cover the sky, now will you keep your end of the bet or do I have to force you to?" grinning so proudly puffing his chest with arms crossed over them - as if he had nothing to do with the heavy downpour suddenly coming to a gentle end in just couple of hours.
"I told you, the rain will stop by the time the stars will cover the sky, now will you keep your end of the bet or do I have to force you to?" grinning so proudly puffing his chest with arms crossed over them - as if he had nothing to do with the heavy downpour suddenly coming to a gentle end in just couple of hours. He had been insistent about spending a night admiring the starry night as an "early birthday present" given his charms paired with his irresistible sweet smile, succumbing to his wishes was a natural selection thought crafted in your brain directly or indirectly by him (all his leela ykk hehe) ; he stood by the veranda outside holding out his hand for you to take. You wrapped your hand around his bigger one - a bit rough yet still retained their tenderness within the palms which were etched with lines of life's fate as if the fate is any less harsh to the one who sets it all in motion.
"i can't walk like this, the grass and soil are slippery, what if i fall, then i break my ankle or something, what if i-"
he gave your hand in his a tiny squeeze of reassurance "shhhh, i forgot you are one hell of a clumsy woman and given the slippery soil from the downpour earlier you just might break this or that body part, everyone isn't invincible like me after all" clicking his tongue with that wink - you get whiplash when he transitions from a sweet loverboy to the his most flirtiest persona, nevertheless it was just so on brand for him that you can't even get upset he just looks good being cocky and fun like this yk? "wouldn't want my love to trip and fall on her beautiful face , now can we? not on my watch of course, come on here" and he picks you up in bridal style - one arm behind your knees and the other holding your back, now you don't know if he was flexing his muscles on purpose but his biceps definitely do look huge now that you were noticing so closely - just your mistake for him to tease you about it "all good, beautiful, hm?"
Pressing his feet on the green grass moist grass with the slick mud between his toes so that you wouldn't need to worry about falling from the lack of friction, he moved at a steady pace towards the small hill nearby - it was the highest point in the nearby place and looked like it descended from heaven - the black soil covered in greens and gray clouds scattered across the sky, the breeze playfully caressing everything in it's wake. You look up at him, his hair dampened from the sweat caused by the humidity sticking to hid forehead and the sides of his face yet somehow this man still managed to smell like sandalwood - earthy and cool.
(will be continued because jahanvi.exe stopped generating response even though i know what i have to write im just lazy asf and im lowkey hating my soulless writing style at the moment )
thank you @darkskytenjiku for making me come back to my drafts loll , not as good as i used to write but i hope i can get back to describing the details better than this time , i love stargazing though
@bigsimp69 @mimaridoesmurari @yoogini @irantaboutkanha @snuglyvibrantmemory @lordsabove @madatdisney @mayakrish08 @origel @chaliyaaa @cybertimetravelrunaway @animucomedy @achyutasahacarani @alwaysyappinghere @azuredrift @aranyaani @desikanya @euph0synee @hari-priya @haribolnamaste @kamal-nayan @mehtab-bagh and everyone else!!
@madatdisney girl i literally got bored during this one exam after finishing that i started writing vishnu sahasranam at the bottom of the answer sheets (it was cuet so i dont think anyone looked twice at the paper)
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