Mercuryy

buutttt im too lazy

Hi! I’m Mercuryy and for now I have no motivation to make this fancy. However, when I can I will make a proper pfp and about me post.

For now, I do all of the things with art, writing, spirituality and music. I am trans, and I’m very much a safe space for all minorities. I also have ADHD and you’ll find that out quick. I’m currently hyperfixated on Cult of the Lamb and The Amazing Digital Circus.

A long update for everyone who didn’t ask (It gets really deep, you’ve been warned)

Okay so here’s my life recently because telling strangers on the internet is better than texting my ex.

So for the last two years I’ve been in a relationship with someone who I cared about and loved a lot. However, I didn’t receive the same love I was giving them. What I’m getting at here is I was abused. I was abused and manipulated and in love for two years. In January, I was SA’d by said partner. I’m gonna preface this next part with I am a transgender man, and I haven’t gotten surgery yet. I ended up pregnant and didn’t find out until after we broke up two months ago. Upon finding this out, I freaked out and disappeared from the internet and the world. This was right in the middle of tech week for a musical I was stage manager for too, so I had to go back. I ended up having a miscarriage on opening night, and that’s when my ex found out. They didn’t care or try to help me at all and I had been isolated for so long I had no close friends, so I went through it alone. Fast forward a few weeks, I started talking to a friend that I hadn’t seen in years, and she got me DEEPLY into Kpop.

On May 22nd it was my birthday

I started to gain more friends and confidence during the end of May

I lost a few friends in the process of telling people what happened to me

I went to therapy

I cried a lot

I lost my job because the small donut shop I worked at went bankrupt and closed

I applied for a new job

Cried some more

Got an awesome choir opportunity

School went out for the summer

Colour Guard/Marching band started

I auditioned for a couple of plays

I’m going to see Macbeth in a few weeks