crystallizedwings:
She’d been trying to clean off her face with the edges of her fingers and the backs of her hands. She hadn’t been sobbing, but her few tears were still enough to make a mess. Rani at least hoped that she looked better than she felt, because she did feel ridiculous. And while she did appreciate Lock’s sudden reassurances when he pulled her into a hug…when she looked down and saw that blood had seeped into her own clothes, Rani pushed him away and stumbled back.
“No…you…” She shook her head in rapid bursts. “You don’t need to apologize. I – you’re the one who’s still bleeding, Lock!” He didn’t want her help. He might’ve even been mad at her ( which Rani couldn’t stand to consider ). He might’ve even yelled, but here he was literally bleeding and trying to comfort her over her own stupid tears. “No,” She said, though it wasn’t because she didn’t want to help; Lock had drawn a boundary and she knew she needed to respect it. “I’ll…I’ll give you your space, but –” She sniffled but still reached into her bag slung over her shoulder. Rather than the tissues she’d offered him before, Rani held out a larger towel instead. She typically used it to dry off dishes or even dust off surfaces, but Lock had much more need for it. “Press this against your side until you can get to some place that can help. Professionals, so you don’t get an infection.” She didn’t know if ghouls could get infections, but she wanted to at least cover all her bases. “Use hydrogen peroxide on your clothes, if you can find any, and wash it in cold water,” She pushed the towel out for him again. “Take it. Please.”
he wasn’t one to reach out. he wasn’t one to try to comfort anybody, simply for the fact that he just didn’t know how to. he wasn’t a gentle person. he was rough around the edges, and blunt, and to put it lightly, an asshole. he’d received comfort from people before in vulnerable moments that he usually later ended up regretting, so he wasn’t unaware of the ways that people used to try to do so. it was out of his comfort zone, to try to give a show of comfort, of course. he wasn’t a touchy person. not platonically, anyway. so when he stepped out of that to try to offer an ounce of apologetic comfort, only for it to be so quickly rejected with a push made him feel completely fucking stupid. it made him fold in on himself, and take an extra step back, head hanging for a moment as he turned his gaze from her.
yet still, he was still muttering out apologies, though this time for seemingly crossing a boundary that he was unaware of. perhaps he should’ve been, though. why accept comfort from the one who made you cry in the first place, right? through the corner of his gaze, she saw the towel she was handing him, and with nothing but a sound of compliance, he took the thing from her hand, and pressed it against his side like he was instructed. still, he had no immediate plans of going to any sort of professional, though he wouldn’t say it this time. “thanks...” he’d cleaned himself up more than once. he’d be fine. “i’ll just... leave you alone then... i guess.” he winced at his side as he turned. “i’ll get you a new towel or something.”, was mumbled under his breath.













