People Pleaser

Time: 3: a.m

Place: Bedroom

We arrived at bora bora and the place Tara picked out is amazing. The plane ride was boring, I was hyper for a good amount of time because of the monster I drank but then I crashed. I shouldn't have drunk it in the morning. I had something planned out for us since I did book this for us to spend some time together.

I find it funny that people think we don't have problems and were all happy and so forth, but no, we have problems. I booked this mini-vacation because I've been working on my music so much. I try to include her as much as I can in it, which is why she is in many of my videos, but some of the others times I can't have her around because she's a good distraction.

I've been thinking about who I left in the dirt, as in potential candidates:

Charly but that wasn't heading anywhere, to begin with. She was unsure of some things so I didn't pursue it.

Celeste? In what way? She moved on first.

Addie? HOW? I took her out on two dates to cheer her up. Nothing happened, we only cuddled.

Today Tara and I had our first big fight. She didn't want to do anything because she was tired, I couldn't understand why she was so tired if she slept the whole flight and then took some naps when we got here. She didn't want to do anything and was cussing me out. I thought she was being cranky but no, she was being serious. Then I said the wrong words where they could be twisted, Used them against me, and stormed off. Left me alone in the room

I'm happy to be 'cuffed' by TARA!!!!!

I don't get you. Not one bit.

YOU Literally friend zoned me?? And I gave US Time. You moved on i stayed behind getting over you and tara. Tara came back, we talked it out and fuck i missed her so much. And I'm trying to be happy, not my fault your unhappy.