Meno

I found you at hello. You lost me at goodbye. We lost and found each other in this abyss. In an abyss full of lies and despair

I looked around and there you were. You looked for me and I waved goodbye

I found you and lost you. You found me and I said goodbye. We found each other again only to find despair. We looked and searched. We think of our destiny and only to find tears

Can we look in the mirror and hope. Can we turn the page and rewrite the ending.

The wish bone was found and broken in half. The wishbone was broken and neither have the better half

We lost each other. We lost our faith.

We lost each other. We lost our hope.

Can we rewrite to a time an hour before I lost you. Can we rewrite the time to the minute I said goodbye. Can we rewrite history. Can the mirror change our fate

Don’t say hello and I won’t say goodbye

Felt you close. Felt your warmth. Took your heart and felt your life. The beating was strong and the pulse felt so strong. Like the wind across the ocean. Like the waves against the rocks

I took your heart and held it in my hands. The warmth if your blood felt like life. The beauty of life which I held was real

Took your heart. The beating was strong. Like the winds across the ocean. Like the waves against the rocks

A day like today I was born again. A day like today my spirit was born again

You took my tears and pain. You clear my soul and forgave me. Today my wound have been healed. Today I’m no longer afraid

Today the world is new. Today our sins have been forgotten

Today I’m no longer scared. Today I’m not afraid of the dark. Today I say thank you because of what you have done

On a day like today the sun finally shines. The birds are flying and my spirit is free

On a day like today I want to say thank you. On a day like today you set me free

Fly little one and spread your wings. Fly little one and let the wind be your guide

Fly high and don’t be afraid. Fly high and soar

Spread your wings. Don’t be afraid.

The night is near. The moon is high. Don’t be afraid. Spread your wings don’t be afraid

Fly high little one. Remember me when you are gone. Remember when I held you tight. Remember me when you cry. The pain will be gone and you will feel whole again

Spread you wings and fly. Spread your wings and be not afraid. Feel the wind and let it be your guide. Remember me. Remember when I held you tight

Spread your wings and fly my little one

I’ll never know why when I look to the sun I need to squint. Or why the moon seems to follow everywhere I go. Why ?

Why when I look at you, I need to turn away. Will never know.

Why when I hear your voice, I feel dizzy

Why? I’ll never know

Couldn’t utter a word. Couldn’t move at all. Felt my heart beating. A heart attack was to come. Felt like a little girl, turning red and being shy

Hello, he said again. His breath was sweet. Those words were distant but very close

The face familiar. Heard that voice before. Don’t know were or when, but I had seen your face before

Couldn’t utter a word. Couldn’t move. Felt my heart beating. Blood rushes through my veins. Heart couldn’t stop beating. A heartattack was about to start

Seen your face before. Heard your voice in a distant melody

Was it just a dream

Do you exist

Life shouldn’t be this hard. It shouldn’t be so full of pain. I look to the horizon and wonder how long would it be. How much more can I take. How much longer can I hold before I break

Have reached my breaking point and know there’s no turning back. The person that did this is someone I love very much. Don’t get me wrong, there’s no physical scares given. No blood has been shed. But verbal scares are worse and the scares are deeper.

This person is my father. His mind is no longer there. The doctors are saying this action is a product of aging. But like my friend “the ship is leaving and not coming back”. Yes it does sound funny but one loosing his or her mind or dealing with darkness in the mind is not nice.

So dark clouds ahead and when will it end. Dark times are ahead and how long would it take. How long would it be to clear the darkness that’s coming

I looked at the horizon and wonder how much more can I take. I looked at the clouds and hope for the rain. But time is the only dealer and life is the thief

If I had the chance again, I would hold you and not let go. If I had the chance again, I would tell you that which I wanted to say but was not able. I would tell you that I care

Time is a thief. The hours are like the wind. We wait for the moment to say or do but then is to late. We wish and hope. We pray and ponder. We wait and wait. But the perfect is not tomorrow, the prefect time is today. Time is a thief. The hours are the wind. The wait is the train and once it’s gone, it will never be back again

If and when. Today or tomorrow. The hours are fleeting. If and when. Today or tomorrow. We wait for the perfect moment, but that perfect moment is now

We want to paint the perfect setting for what we want to say. The perfect words and so we wait. But the hours are fleeting and the moments just goes by. Don’t want to wait till tomorrow, because tomorrow will be to late. So if I had another chance to hold you. If I had the chance to say, I would tell you that I love you. I would tell you that I cared

Laughing to myself. Wondering were are the clowns. Were is the trapeze and were are the lions

Letting my tears fall. Playing in this masquerade and dancing to a phantom song. Not in love. Never been. Looking at the clouds and wishing on a star. Not in love. Don’t want to be. Wish I could take your memory of my head

Trying to convince myself on something that never was. Still laughing and looking for the clowns

Not in love. Never have been. Wish I could bleed your memory. Wish I wash this pain that courses through my veins

No. No. Not in love. Just.

@meno1972

All I’ve ever wanted was to be your equal. All I’ve ever wanted was to be your soul, your friend ,Your mirror, your counsel. Unfortunately it was not meant to be. All you wanted was a pretty doll. All you wanted was a shadow. An image that you can just shove away and like magic I was gone

You try so hard to break me down to make me cry.

You try so hard to break me down. To make me see what was not there. All I ask now is why. All I ask from you is to walk away

Forget my history. My presence. Forget my name. Forget what we once had. Pretend that the waves washed my presence away

Forget my history. Forget my presence. Forget the scent that once lingered in the room. Pretend the waves washed my memory. Because you never existed and I learned to forget

@meno1972

#poetryportal

Yes, I grew up in a time when things were pretty accepted. Pretty much anything went and yes I grew up with the mindset that I didn’t care what you are, who you are, skin color, accent or who much or how little of anything you have. You are my friend. Okay so there it is. Friends.

What ever happened to just being nice. What happened to being kind. Accepting one for being different. I mean animals do it right. You see different kinds of animals drinking from the same pond right, so why can’t we all live in the same world in peace. How hard is to live in harmony. Think about it

There venting over. With that, love you all Have an awesome day.