Nefie's Diary

Tbt, I haven't seen enough amazing music videos since the time of having them on TV.

I feel most are too simple or done up artistically.

Wish I've could've fixed that void.

As a person who's always been obsessed with music videos, seems I missed a calling.

A prayer prominently pointed to several people I've interacted with who I see are presently in the same poor psychological position as the past.

Feeling inquisitive.

"Why these niggas so sensitive"⁉️ (w/t Pierre Bourne)

They've more moods than a bitch, but you can't tell em shit.

When they come, I feel dread.

Can I get some peace instead❓️

They've beans for a head.

Is that why they don’t get bread❓️

Yeah, all that love shit dead.

I call them like I see them.

It's big like coliseum; not their head or little p3nis.

Like if bitch was a subject, the boy a genius (type shit).

Otg. Like sex is great in all, but you ever had a mf be like 🟪 syrup or sum...

Sounds like an ad for a dog, then shawty literally looked like a human pitbull...

The irony... A shawty around 40 too

And do. You must learn better, love, is the energy.

Ts.

In track of truth, is what this is called.

I no longer even feel any trill crush.

I've defined myself as pansexual (opposed to sapiosexual, of which seemed to be what people stuck me to if they indeed deemed me 🌈) cause I used not care about intelligence so much.

After recently settling into how many people are fried hard, extra lemon pepper, despite the information of fried foods (i.e. ignorance) being so unhealthy in their face, I've realized I must ensure I don't have such low level thinking (amongst other things) in a partner.

Again, I've understanding and don't belittle like I did in past from clear knowing of the intentional degeneration, but this low level triggers unnecessary time and effort, inevitably stress.

Idc for my life to be a "movie", but Ig I must be on set regardless.