memory of a child

Hhnnnhggghhgh I’m BORED but I don’t want to bother Mr.Grace or look for people or anyone mmmmmhhhhHHHHHHHHH

Vhat do you mean..? It’s me! Joey! Your girlfriend’s brother. Listen I know we’ve had our disagreements, but I just need a small favor from you. It’s very important.

I've never heard of a nickname of any sort. how about you tell me before I agree to anything?

I just need you to bring me Evelyn, that’s all I ask. I vant to apologize to her for being such a dumbass.

no.

…. Why not? I’m her brother and I vant to see her.

You aren't Joseph. He would never come to me for anything. And don't call Eve a dumbass. Joseph doesn't talk behind her back like that.

What? I never called her a dumbass, are you feeling okay Eira? You little ill actually, why don’t you just lay down for a bit..?

Ah, I see, we’re going there huh? Fine, my covers blown anyways. [the entity shifts into something very grotesque and fleshy, it’s also very large] [it’s lunges and Eira and pins her down] Guess I’ll get Evelyn to come to me another way..

[the entity screeches in pain, but doesn’t let go. Instead it lifts her up claws her face, it then tucks her under its arm and goes out into the mind scape] OH EVELYN, I HAVE YOUR SPECIAL FRIEND.

[it’s screeches again, it lifts her up and slams her onto the floor so hard it cracks, it does a second time and snatches the knife away from her] There, maybe now you’ll behave.

And Eira's out like a light.

[it hisses at her] WANT ME TO STOP? GET ME EVELYN OR JOSEPH, PREFERABLY JOSEPH.

Eira is still unconscious, one of the headwings on the side she'd been slammed down on now at an angle that can't be good.

[the entity has ran off, but before it did, it took some of Eira’s blood]

DO NOT FUCKING SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN JESUS CHRIST

...it's not like I wanted to get my ass beat by fucking Ghidorah...

Eira. Flaunt your connections. It literally backed off because of them. It was that easy. Also it can probably turn intk yku now

[Memory stayed there for a bit, unsure of when to leave. They were never welcome in Evan's mindscape. ...they should probably leave.]

Vhat do you mean..? It’s me! Joey! Your girlfriend’s brother. Listen I know we’ve had our disagreements, but I just need a small favor from you. It’s very important.

I've never heard of a nickname of any sort. how about you tell me before I agree to anything?

I just need you to bring me Evelyn, that’s all I ask. I vant to apologize to her for being such a dumbass.

no.

…. Why not? I’m her brother and I vant to see her.

You aren't Joseph. He would never come to me for anything. And don't call Eve a dumbass. Joseph doesn't talk behind her back like that.

What? I never called her a dumbass, are you feeling okay Eira? You little ill actually, why don’t you just lay down for a bit..?

Ah, I see, we’re going there huh? Fine, my covers blown anyways. [the entity shifts into something very grotesque and fleshy, it’s also very large] [it’s lunges and Eira and pins her down] Guess I’ll get Evelyn to come to me another way..

[the entity screeches in pain, but doesn’t let go. Instead it lifts her up claws her face, it then tucks her under its arm and goes out into the mind scape] OH EVELYN, I HAVE YOUR SPECIAL FRIEND.

[it’s screeches again, it lifts her up and slams her onto the floor so hard it cracks, it does a second time and snatches the knife away from her] There, maybe now you’ll behave.

And Eira's out like a light.

[it hisses at her] WANT ME TO STOP? GET ME EVELYN OR JOSEPH, PREFERABLY JOSEPH.

Eira is still unconscious, one of the headwings on the side she'd been slammed down on now at an angle that can't be good.

[the entity has ran off, but before it did, it took some of Eira’s blood]

DO NOT FUCKING SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN JESUS CHRIST

...it's not like I wanted to get my ass beat by fucking Ghidorah...

Eira. Flaunt your connections. It literally backed off because of them. It was that easy. Also it can probably turn intk yku now

Vhat do you mean..? It’s me! Joey! Your girlfriend’s brother. Listen I know we’ve had our disagreements, but I just need a small favor from you. It’s very important.

I've never heard of a nickname of any sort. how about you tell me before I agree to anything?

I just need you to bring me Evelyn, that’s all I ask. I vant to apologize to her for being such a dumbass.

no.

…. Why not? I’m her brother and I vant to see her.

You aren't Joseph. He would never come to me for anything. And don't call Eve a dumbass. Joseph doesn't talk behind her back like that.

What? I never called her a dumbass, are you feeling okay Eira? You little ill actually, why don’t you just lay down for a bit..?

Ah, I see, we’re going there huh? Fine, my covers blown anyways. [the entity shifts into something very grotesque and fleshy, it’s also very large] [it’s lunges and Eira and pins her down] Guess I’ll get Evelyn to come to me another way..

[the entity screeches in pain, but doesn’t let go. Instead it lifts her up claws her face, it then tucks her under its arm and goes out into the mind scape] OH EVELYN, I HAVE YOUR SPECIAL FRIEND.

[it’s screeches again, it lifts her up and slams her onto the floor so hard it cracks, it does a second time and snatches the knife away from her] There, maybe now you’ll behave.

And Eira's out like a light.

[it hisses at her] WANT ME TO STOP? GET ME EVELYN OR JOSEPH, PREFERABLY JOSEPH.

Eira is still unconscious, one of the headwings on the side she'd been slammed down on now at an angle that can't be good.

[the entity has ran off, but before it did, it took some of Eira’s blood]

DO NOT FUCKING SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN JESUS CHRIST

...it's not like I wanted to get my ass beat by fucking Ghidorah...

Eira. Flaunt your connections. It literally backed off because of them. It was that easy. Also it can probably turn intk yku now

Vhat do you mean..? It’s me! Joey! Your girlfriend’s brother. Listen I know we’ve had our disagreements, but I just need a small favor from you. It’s very important.

I've never heard of a nickname of any sort. how about you tell me before I agree to anything?

I just need you to bring me Evelyn, that’s all I ask. I vant to apologize to her for being such a dumbass.

no.

…. Why not? I’m her brother and I vant to see her.

You aren't Joseph. He would never come to me for anything. And don't call Eve a dumbass. Joseph doesn't talk behind her back like that.

What? I never called her a dumbass, are you feeling okay Eira? You little ill actually, why don’t you just lay down for a bit..?

Ah, I see, we’re going there huh? Fine, my covers blown anyways. [the entity shifts into something very grotesque and fleshy, it’s also very large] [it’s lunges and Eira and pins her down] Guess I’ll get Evelyn to come to me another way..

[the entity screeches in pain, but doesn’t let go. Instead it lifts her up claws her face, it then tucks her under its arm and goes out into the mind scape] OH EVELYN, I HAVE YOUR SPECIAL FRIEND.

[it’s screeches again, it lifts her up and slams her onto the floor so hard it cracks, it does a second time and snatches the knife away from her] There, maybe now you’ll behave.

And Eira's out like a light.

[it hisses at her] WANT ME TO STOP? GET ME EVELYN OR JOSEPH, PREFERABLY JOSEPH.

Eira is still unconscious, one of the headwings on the side she'd been slammed down on now at an angle that can't be good.

[the entity has ran off, but before it did, it took some of Eira’s blood]

DO NOT FUCKING SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN JESUS CHRIST

...it's not like I wanted to get my ass beat by fucking Ghidorah...

Eira. Flaunt your connections. It literally backed off because of them. It was that easy. Also it can probably turn intk yku now

Vhat do you mean..? It’s me! Joey! Your girlfriend’s brother. Listen I know we’ve had our disagreements, but I just need a small favor from you. It’s very important.

I've never heard of a nickname of any sort. how about you tell me before I agree to anything?

I just need you to bring me Evelyn, that’s all I ask. I vant to apologize to her for being such a dumbass.

no.

…. Why not? I’m her brother and I vant to see her.

You aren't Joseph. He would never come to me for anything. And don't call Eve a dumbass. Joseph doesn't talk behind her back like that.

What? I never called her a dumbass, are you feeling okay Eira? You little ill actually, why don’t you just lay down for a bit..?

Ah, I see, we’re going there huh? Fine, my covers blown anyways. [the entity shifts into something very grotesque and fleshy, it’s also very large] [it’s lunges and Eira and pins her down] Guess I’ll get Evelyn to come to me another way..

[the entity screeches in pain, but doesn’t let go. Instead it lifts her up claws her face, it then tucks her under its arm and goes out into the mind scape] OH EVELYN, I HAVE YOUR SPECIAL FRIEND.

[it’s screeches again, it lifts her up and slams her onto the floor so hard it cracks, it does a second time and snatches the knife away from her] There, maybe now you’ll behave.

And Eira's out like a light.

[it hisses at her] WANT ME TO STOP? GET ME EVELYN OR JOSEPH, PREFERABLY JOSEPH.

Eira is still unconscious, one of the headwings on the side she'd been slammed down on now at an angle that can't be good.

[the entity has ran off, but before it did, it took some of Eira’s blood]

DO NOT FUCKING SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN JESUS CHRIST

...it's not like I wanted to get my ass beat by fucking Ghidorah...

Eira. Flaunt your connections. It literally backed off because of them. It was that easy. Also it can probably turn intk yku now

*Elli paused, looking down at the plush in Memory's hands. Two of her hands cover where her mouth would be under her false face, while another two reach and gently take it from their hands.* Oh my- thank you so much...

It's nice to meet you as well. *She knelt down a bit to be closer to their level.*

*Why was every kid here so sad? She exhaled softly, sitting on her haunches.* Well. It takes a lot of bravery to be happy despite the circumstances. And to see the best in what's going on. But do you wanna know a secret?

*She leans in subtly, lowering her voice to a softer whisper.* I got scared a lot when I was young. But right now, you're being extra brave. It took me a long time to gather that bravery, and you already have it. You're doing your best to make everyone happy, and that takes a lot of courage. *She took their hands with two of hers that weren't clutching the plushie.* Even the bravest of people can still get sad or scared. But I think that everyone appreciates someone trying to make them feel better more than they let on. Sometimes just a little bit of happiness can make things better.

*She looked at Memory, squeezing their hands.* I've hurt people before. I've been very mean to people. And I know it hurts thinking about it. The feeling of not wanting to do that again. But I think that we've all learned that people can be forgiven here. You're a kid. You can learn. And being mean to someone isn't going to ruin everything. I promise. *Elli looked them over, a hand moving to the side of their face. She kept her voice as soft as possible. Forgiving and listening.* Do you want a hug?

*She nods, bringing Memory in for a hug. Four of her main arms wrap around them, while one cradles the back of their head. As gently as possible. Giving them a space to cry if they want or need to.* People can forgive you. And they have forgiven others for worse, even if it takes time...

You are one of the sweetest voices I know on this ship. You, and all the other kids deserve your peace and your forgiveness. Everyone does. And that includes you. *One hand runs through their hair.* You can cry if you want. I pinky promise I won't be mad or annoyed. I'll be here.

Kindness isn't something that should be locked behind deserving it. People deserve respect and kindness. Even you. Especially you. *Elli let their tail curl over one of her arms, posture softening. She squeezed them gently.* Also, you're allowed to come and hug me or cry on my shoulder any time you want. I will always make time for you.

It's ok. You don't have to apologize. *She kept her voice soft, and her hugs warm.*

*Elli paused, trying not to freeze up like she did sometimes. Oh my god she can't cry in front of this kid. Mom? The fins on her ears flutter happily, tail swaying like a cat's.* Any time...

*Elli would have blinked if she had eyelids. Fuck she had had this conversation with Elle for like 3 minutes before they both went with their own buisness again. Oh well!* Of course you can. I'd love for that.

*She seemed to "smile" under her false face, laughing gently.* You're welcome, kid.

[Memory fell asleep against Elli. They were exhausted. It had been a long day.]

[Memory shook slightly in their dreams, but calmed down. After a while, the tremors stopped. It seemed the nightmares were leaving them alone for now.]

Vhat do you mean..? It’s me! Joey! Your girlfriend’s brother. Listen I know we’ve had our disagreements, but I just need a small favor from you. It’s very important.

I've never heard of a nickname of any sort. how about you tell me before I agree to anything?

I just need you to bring me Evelyn, that’s all I ask. I vant to apologize to her for being such a dumbass.

no.

…. Why not? I’m her brother and I vant to see her.

You aren't Joseph. He would never come to me for anything. And don't call Eve a dumbass. Joseph doesn't talk behind her back like that.

What? I never called her a dumbass, are you feeling okay Eira? You little ill actually, why don’t you just lay down for a bit..?

Ah, I see, we’re going there huh? Fine, my covers blown anyways. [the entity shifts into something very grotesque and fleshy, it’s also very large] [it’s lunges and Eira and pins her down] Guess I’ll get Evelyn to come to me another way..

[the entity screeches in pain, but doesn’t let go. Instead it lifts her up claws her face, it then tucks her under its arm and goes out into the mind scape] OH EVELYN, I HAVE YOUR SPECIAL FRIEND.

[it’s screeches again, it lifts her up and slams her onto the floor so hard it cracks, it does a second time and snatches the knife away from her] There, maybe now you’ll behave.

And Eira's out like a light.

[it hisses at her] WANT ME TO STOP? GET ME EVELYN OR JOSEPH, PREFERABLY JOSEPH.

Eira is still unconscious, one of the headwings on the side she'd been slammed down on now at an angle that can't be good.

[the entity has ran off, but before it did, it took some of Eira’s blood]

DO NOT FUCKING SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN JESUS CHRIST

...it's not like I wanted to get my ass beat by fucking Ghidorah...

Eira. Flaunt your connections. It literally backed off because of them. It was that easy. Also it can probably turn intk yku now

*Elli paused, looking down at the plush in Memory's hands. Two of her hands cover where her mouth would be under her false face, while another two reach and gently take it from their hands.* Oh my- thank you so much...

It's nice to meet you as well. *She knelt down a bit to be closer to their level.*

*Why was every kid here so sad? She exhaled softly, sitting on her haunches.* Well. It takes a lot of bravery to be happy despite the circumstances. And to see the best in what's going on. But do you wanna know a secret?

*She leans in subtly, lowering her voice to a softer whisper.* I got scared a lot when I was young. But right now, you're being extra brave. It took me a long time to gather that bravery, and you already have it. You're doing your best to make everyone happy, and that takes a lot of courage. *She took their hands with two of hers that weren't clutching the plushie.* Even the bravest of people can still get sad or scared. But I think that everyone appreciates someone trying to make them feel better more than they let on. Sometimes just a little bit of happiness can make things better.

*She looked at Memory, squeezing their hands.* I've hurt people before. I've been very mean to people. And I know it hurts thinking about it. The feeling of not wanting to do that again. But I think that we've all learned that people can be forgiven here. You're a kid. You can learn. And being mean to someone isn't going to ruin everything. I promise. *Elli looked them over, a hand moving to the side of their face. She kept her voice as soft as possible. Forgiving and listening.* Do you want a hug?

*She nods, bringing Memory in for a hug. Four of her main arms wrap around them, while one cradles the back of their head. As gently as possible. Giving them a space to cry if they want or need to.* People can forgive you. And they have forgiven others for worse, even if it takes time...

You are one of the sweetest voices I know on this ship. You, and all the other kids deserve your peace and your forgiveness. Everyone does. And that includes you. *One hand runs through their hair.* You can cry if you want. I pinky promise I won't be mad or annoyed. I'll be here.

Kindness isn't something that should be locked behind deserving it. People deserve respect and kindness. Even you. Especially you. *Elli let their tail curl over one of her arms, posture softening. She squeezed them gently.* Also, you're allowed to come and hug me or cry on my shoulder any time you want. I will always make time for you.

It's ok. You don't have to apologize. *She kept her voice soft, and her hugs warm.*

*Elli paused, trying not to freeze up like she did sometimes. Oh my god she can't cry in front of this kid. Mom? The fins on her ears flutter happily, tail swaying like a cat's.* Any time...

*Elli would have blinked if she had eyelids. Fuck she had had this conversation with Elle for like 3 minutes before they both went with their own buisness again. Oh well!* Of course you can. I'd love for that.

*She seemed to "smile" under her false face, laughing gently.* You're welcome, kid.

[Memory fell asleep against Elli. They were exhausted. It had been a long day.]

Vhat do you mean..? It’s me! Joey! Your girlfriend’s brother. Listen I know we’ve had our disagreements, but I just need a small favor from you. It’s very important.

I've never heard of a nickname of any sort. how about you tell me before I agree to anything?

I just need you to bring me Evelyn, that’s all I ask. I vant to apologize to her for being such a dumbass.

no.

…. Why not? I’m her brother and I vant to see her.

You aren't Joseph. He would never come to me for anything. And don't call Eve a dumbass. Joseph doesn't talk behind her back like that.

What? I never called her a dumbass, are you feeling okay Eira? You little ill actually, why don’t you just lay down for a bit..?

Ah, I see, we’re going there huh? Fine, my covers blown anyways. [the entity shifts into something very grotesque and fleshy, it’s also very large] [it’s lunges and Eira and pins her down] Guess I’ll get Evelyn to come to me another way..

[the entity screeches in pain, but doesn’t let go. Instead it lifts her up claws her face, it then tucks her under its arm and goes out into the mind scape] OH EVELYN, I HAVE YOUR SPECIAL FRIEND.

[it’s screeches again, it lifts her up and slams her onto the floor so hard it cracks, it does a second time and snatches the knife away from her] There, maybe now you’ll behave.

And Eira's out like a light.

[it hisses at her] WANT ME TO STOP? GET ME EVELYN OR JOSEPH, PREFERABLY JOSEPH.

Eira is still unconscious, one of the headwings on the side she'd been slammed down on now at an angle that can't be good.

[the entity has ran off, but before it did, it took some of Eira’s blood]

*Elli paused, looking down at the plush in Memory's hands. Two of her hands cover where her mouth would be under her false face, while another two reach and gently take it from their hands.* Oh my- thank you so much...

It's nice to meet you as well. *She knelt down a bit to be closer to their level.*

*Why was every kid here so sad? She exhaled softly, sitting on her haunches.* Well. It takes a lot of bravery to be happy despite the circumstances. And to see the best in what's going on. But do you wanna know a secret?

*She leans in subtly, lowering her voice to a softer whisper.* I got scared a lot when I was young. But right now, you're being extra brave. It took me a long time to gather that bravery, and you already have it. You're doing your best to make everyone happy, and that takes a lot of courage. *She took their hands with two of hers that weren't clutching the plushie.* Even the bravest of people can still get sad or scared. But I think that everyone appreciates someone trying to make them feel better more than they let on. Sometimes just a little bit of happiness can make things better.

*She looked at Memory, squeezing their hands.* I've hurt people before. I've been very mean to people. And I know it hurts thinking about it. The feeling of not wanting to do that again. But I think that we've all learned that people can be forgiven here. You're a kid. You can learn. And being mean to someone isn't going to ruin everything. I promise. *Elli looked them over, a hand moving to the side of their face. She kept her voice as soft as possible. Forgiving and listening.* Do you want a hug?

*She nods, bringing Memory in for a hug. Four of her main arms wrap around them, while one cradles the back of their head. As gently as possible. Giving them a space to cry if they want or need to.* People can forgive you. And they have forgiven others for worse, even if it takes time...

You are one of the sweetest voices I know on this ship. You, and all the other kids deserve your peace and your forgiveness. Everyone does. And that includes you. *One hand runs through their hair.* You can cry if you want. I pinky promise I won't be mad or annoyed. I'll be here.

Kindness isn't something that should be locked behind deserving it. People deserve respect and kindness. Even you. Especially you. *Elli let their tail curl over one of her arms, posture softening. She squeezed them gently.* Also, you're allowed to come and hug me or cry on my shoulder any time you want. I will always make time for you.

It's ok. You don't have to apologize. *She kept her voice soft, and her hugs warm.*

*Elli paused, trying not to freeze up like she did sometimes. Oh my god she can't cry in front of this kid. Mom? The fins on her ears flutter happily, tail swaying like a cat's.* Any time...

*Elli would have blinked if she had eyelids. Fuck she had had this conversation with Elle for like 3 minutes before they both went with their own buisness again. Oh well!* Of course you can. I'd love for that.

Vhat do you mean..? It’s me! Joey! Your girlfriend’s brother. Listen I know we’ve had our disagreements, but I just need a small favor from you. It’s very important.

I've never heard of a nickname of any sort. how about you tell me before I agree to anything?

I just need you to bring me Evelyn, that’s all I ask. I vant to apologize to her for being such a dumbass.

no.

…. Why not? I’m her brother and I vant to see her.

You aren't Joseph. He would never come to me for anything. And don't call Eve a dumbass. Joseph doesn't talk behind her back like that.

What? I never called her a dumbass, are you feeling okay Eira? You little ill actually, why don’t you just lay down for a bit..?

Ah, I see, we’re going there huh? Fine, my covers blown anyways. [the entity shifts into something very grotesque and fleshy, it’s also very large] [it’s lunges and Eira and pins her down] Guess I’ll get Evelyn to come to me another way..

[the entity screeches in pain, but doesn’t let go. Instead it lifts her up claws her face, it then tucks her under its arm and goes out into the mind scape] OH EVELYN, I HAVE YOUR SPECIAL FRIEND.

[it’s screeches again, it lifts her up and slams her onto the floor so hard it cracks, it does a second time and snatches the knife away from her] There, maybe now you’ll behave.

And Eira's out like a light.

[it hisses at her] WANT ME TO STOP? GET ME EVELYN OR JOSEPH, PREFERABLY JOSEPH.

Eira is still unconscious, one of the headwings on the side she'd been slammed down on now at an angle that can't be good.

[the entity has ran off, but before it did, it took some of Eira’s blood]

*Elli paused, looking down at the plush in Memory's hands. Two of her hands cover where her mouth would be under her false face, while another two reach and gently take it from their hands.* Oh my- thank you so much...

It's nice to meet you as well. *She knelt down a bit to be closer to their level.*

*Why was every kid here so sad? She exhaled softly, sitting on her haunches.* Well. It takes a lot of bravery to be happy despite the circumstances. And to see the best in what's going on. But do you wanna know a secret?

*She leans in subtly, lowering her voice to a softer whisper.* I got scared a lot when I was young. But right now, you're being extra brave. It took me a long time to gather that bravery, and you already have it. You're doing your best to make everyone happy, and that takes a lot of courage. *She took their hands with two of hers that weren't clutching the plushie.* Even the bravest of people can still get sad or scared. But I think that everyone appreciates someone trying to make them feel better more than they let on. Sometimes just a little bit of happiness can make things better.

*She looked at Memory, squeezing their hands.* I've hurt people before. I've been very mean to people. And I know it hurts thinking about it. The feeling of not wanting to do that again. But I think that we've all learned that people can be forgiven here. You're a kid. You can learn. And being mean to someone isn't going to ruin everything. I promise. *Elli looked them over, a hand moving to the side of their face. She kept her voice as soft as possible. Forgiving and listening.* Do you want a hug?

*She nods, bringing Memory in for a hug. Four of her main arms wrap around them, while one cradles the back of their head. As gently as possible. Giving them a space to cry if they want or need to.* People can forgive you. And they have forgiven others for worse, even if it takes time...

You are one of the sweetest voices I know on this ship. You, and all the other kids deserve your peace and your forgiveness. Everyone does. And that includes you. *One hand runs through their hair.* You can cry if you want. I pinky promise I won't be mad or annoyed. I'll be here.

Kindness isn't something that should be locked behind deserving it. People deserve respect and kindness. Even you. Especially you. *Elli let their tail curl over one of her arms, posture softening. She squeezed them gently.* Also, you're allowed to come and hug me or cry on my shoulder any time you want. I will always make time for you.

It's ok. You don't have to apologize. *She kept her voice soft, and her hugs warm.*

*Elli paused, trying not to freeze up like she did sometimes. Oh my god she can't cry in front of this kid. Mom? The fins on her ears flutter happily, tail swaying like a cat's.* Any time...