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Haven't been on here for a while.. but needed this.
On 20th November 2017 I lost someone very special to me, my grandad. I can't seem to accept it or get past it. I think about him everyday without fail and dream about him nearly every night.
I dream that he's back and I get to tell him everything I never said to him. Tell him how much I love him, how much I regret the spells where we didn't talk due to family fall outs.
I'm laying here now after listening to a song that made me think about you even more grandad.. and I want you back. This is honestly the most painful thing to happen in my life so far. The fact you'll never see me qualify as an accountant, never see me get married or meet my kids breaks my heart more than words can say.
I'm glad you're no longer in pain, but you should be here with us. We have a family meal tomorrow, every meal we go to, 1 person is missing.
I've hated seeing nan and dad so broken, but we have all been looking out for them the best we can.
If you're watching over us grandad, know that we love and miss you always. ❤❤❤❤❤
